Diora Johnson|Dee
Houston, Texas|📍
I woke up, and headed to the bathroom I did what I had to do then walked out.
"Mari go get ready so we can leave" I said putting my shoes on
I packed all of our stuff up then the doctor came in letting me sign the discharge papers. Once Mari was done I did her hair we grabbed our things then left.
"What you want to eat?" I asked not taking my eyes off the road
"McDonald's" she said
I nodded pulling up to McDonald's I pulled up to the drive thru, and ordered her, and the other kids food I pulled up to the window to pay, and get the food. Once we had everything I pulled off to Chick-fil-A for me, and Ty then headed home.
I pulled up we got everything out the car then headed inside. Ty was here watching the kids for me while I stayed with Mari in the hospital.
"Hey ma Hey Mari" Ty said
"Hey" we said back
"Y'all come eat" I yelled causing Mya, and Mir to come down
"Kahlil's sleep" Mir said
I nodded everyone grabbed their food, and we sat down, and begin eating.
After we were done eating I went upstairs to my room, and laid down.
I honestly don't know what to do about work or myself. This shit with Jahmir, and custody for the kids is so stressful I might move back out here, and find another hospital to work at or I might quit being a surgeon, and just focus on the kids till their older I feel like i've missed out on too much with work.
I sighed, and closed my eyes for a while
"Mamas you okay" Ty said coming to sit on my side of the bed
"I don't know honestly" I said sitting up with my back against the headboard
"Wussup?"
"I don't know what to do. I want to work, but it's like I don't because of the kids I feel like I already missed out on so much of their life's cause I be at work most of the time I might quit until their older a'sum. And the fights, and shit with Jahmir is just stressing me out if it's not one thing it's another. Plus mentally I feel alone when physically i'm not." I said sighing
"Ma do what you gotta do. Do what you feel is right if you feel like your missing out on too much take a break for a while you'll always still be a great surgeon so whenever your ready to come back i'm pretty sure any hospital is gonna wanna hire you. The situation with yo kids father ain't gon last long I promise you not alone in this I got you you not alone let me know what I can do" he said kissing my temple
"Thanks I love you" I said
"I love you too"
The doorbell rung so we got up going downstairs I opened the door seeing Jahmir.
"I'm here to pick up the kids" he said tryna avoid looking at me
"I told you, you not getting them after what happened a few days ago" I said stepping outside, and closing the door
"Yo i'm not finna do this shit with you just give me my kids" he said stepping up to me
"Nigga no you can fucking leave my house. It's the same shit with you at this point you just be wanting to start shit. They my fucking kids too I carried all of them for 9 fucking months If I want my kids i'm gon have em. If we got beef a'sum shit leave the fucking kids out of it Jahmir you so damn childish, and it's sad grow the fuck up already" I said raising my voice
