A/N SO. PLAN
I've begun writing two other books to this seriesAnthelphobia. Which will be a Yuwin (yuta + WinWin) book
The basic premise is Yuta is a tattoo artist, and WinWin is a street racer 😏And
Eccedentesiast: which is a Kunil (Kun + Taeil) book
I haven't had this book as planned as the Yuwin one, but basically Taeil owns a book storeAnd I'll probably continue the JohnTen one. Maybe if I figure out a desired plot because I just don't know if my original plot will work
Anyways back to the story
Haechan POV
Haechan slowly awoke from his peaceful sleep with a tiny body wrapped around him
Renjun's leg was thrown over Haechan's, and his arm was flung over the younger's waist
Renjun's head was in the crook of Haechan's neck, his soft breath flowing against Haechan's skin, sending a tingly feeling all over his body
Renjun moved around in his sleep, his lips brushing against Haechan's neck causing his breath to hitch, and his face began to feel numb
Renjun turned over, his back now against Haechan's torso, his head still resting on Haechan's sore arm.
The younger's body then once again moved without him
And, flipping over so his chest was flat up against Renjun's back, he snaked his arm around Renjun's waist and pulled him closer
They both sunk into each other's warmth. It was peaceful
Haechan had gotten so used to his mother's rough awakening, yelling at him, saying how lazy he for not waking up, how he can't even fend for himself because he couldn't even wake up on his own
She would criticize him more than even he would
He hated himself because she hated him
But waking up, in Renjun's arm's, peacefully, no yelling, doors slamming, or water splashed on his face made him.... Happy
It made him want himself
It made him want to love himself
And to love not only himself
But... But Renjun too
And even though he was scared to admit it. But he never wanted this moment to end
Renjun POV
And neither did he
Renjun had awoke with his back pressed against Haechan's chest, the younger's arm around his waist
The beautiful and comfortable warmth was that of playing in a field of towering sunflowers, with the sun shining so bright down on you, with a gentle breeze so it's not too hot, but not too cold
They were just right
But. Haechan noticed Renjun's awakeness, and he removed his arm from the older, rolling over so their backs were facing
Haechan slowly sat up, sliding his legs off the bed, and placing his feet down on the freezing floor
He sighed to himself
Walking to the bathroom, he prepared for the day, leaving the room. He left Renjun alone
Renjun sighed as the cold soaked into his body
Stepping out of bed, he grabbed his crutches and trudged out of the room. Too lazy to get ready at this time in the morning
Renjun made his way to the kitchen, his hair all frizzled up, eyebags under his eyes, a strap from his tank top had slipped off his shoulder
His shorts had ridden up his legs, giving the look that he was only wearing a shirt
Once he got to the kitchen, he saw Taeil at the stove making breakfast, Kun was back hugging him as they swayed softly back and forth
Johnny was sitting on a tall stool at the counter, resting his forearms on the tile as he peacefully sipped his coffee
Haechan was seated beside Johnny, his head propped up on his hands, he was munching on a granola bar, clearly tired
And Yuta who was sitting on top of Johnny and Haechan's counter, leaning against a wall, a toothpick between his teeth
"Goodmorning."
Renjun mumbled, rubbing his eyes sleepily
Haechan turned his head to look at him, choking on his granola bar when he saw soft little bedhead Renjun
Yuta smoothly picked up a glass of water, passing it to the spluttering Haechan
Renjun slid himself onto the seat beside Haechan, pulling his knees up to his chest, his legs resting on the counter in front of him
Haechan stole a few glances at Renjun's smooth milky legs, wishing he could pull Renjun onto his lap and just grab them so tight he'd leave bruises-.... Nope... Nope.. he's been spending to much time with Johnny
Haechan shook his head, downing his cup of water in one go. Hoping he could cleanse his mind of these unholy thoughts
Johnny leaned over and whispered to Haechan
"You good there bro?"
Haechan nodded. Not sure if he would allow himself to speak without his voice cracking
How the fuck did Renjun go from such a hot top yesterday who Haechan would literally let choke him, and now he's a soft little squishy bottom who Haechan just wanted to slam against the counter and mark him like an empty canvas. Just waiting for an artist to come by and create a masterpiece
Oh how he wanted it
But oh how he couldn't have it
Sometimes Haechan hated himself because he wouldn't give himself what he probably deserves.
A/N where to find someone that I can cuddle every morning 😀
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