His Fragile Rose. [Completed]

Wisecracks With Truffles, Kakapo And Dubeity.

Who's excited to read? Here you go! A long update. Do comment.

Note : I'll be muting you if you abuse gay word in my story. Got a problem with brother's bond. Skip it. No kidding.

Next update will be of her delicate addiction cause of reader's demand. Thank you for showing positive response on it. Means a lot.

Dedicated to Priyaaaaa_D Thank you for always being there.

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"I want to let it go, but how?"

_Aastha.

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Aksh Singhania's P.O.V.

The masive feeling, kept smothering against the walls of my chest, as I stared at the water. I rubbed my palms along the column of my trachea, trying to push the suffocating burn down but the more I rubbed, the more prominent the burn became. I stared at the water, closing my eyes when the waves blurred in front of me, my ears overthrowing the loud sounds of waves splashing, filling in with the loud pounds of my pumping blood.

I froze when a cold hand touched my shoulders, making me turn back, after blinking away my tears. "Champ." He smiled. "Will you hide your tears from me as well, bhaiyu?"

I shook my head, "I wasn't crying."

"You have learnt the art of lying too." I refused to meet his eyes, as he smiled again. The hurt was so palpable in his smile. The one person who stood between me and my destructive self was getting hurt, facing the pain with me. How was it fair? I only ever wanted to fetch all the happiness for my family, my rose, my champ, my Ruhh.

But I've nothing but ache to offer. How was any of it fair to them? They deserved the world. Aarush deserved to enjoy his teen life, he deserved to be carefree. But here he is, trying to hold me from breaking. I might have saved him three years ago, but I'm giving him hell once again. Why the world can't be fair for once? Just once. Just fuckin' once.

"I might have learnt it, but you always know how to look through the mist. Don't you?" I stated, ruffling his hairs. He kept looking at me, and I wanted to hide from those eyes which held no complaints but rather pain for me.

"I can't look through it when you lock yourself at places like these without informing to anyone about your whereabouts. Do you realise how I feel when I don't know where the fuck you are? Let me rephrase it. How would you feel when you won't know mine and the constant fear that you might find me unconscious and bleeding to death somewhere?" I looked down in shame.

"I'm sorry, champ." I whispered. "Don't say such things please? Nothing will happen to you. The bodyguards-" He cut me off at once. How do I tell him that I'm trying so hard here, but it just keeps engulfing me down.

"Yes, the bodyguards always dangling around me. Always making sure that I'm safe, on your one command. But what about you? Are you safe? Are you safe from your own self?! Which bodyguard could save you from your dark thoughts? How I do make sure that you are safe too?" His voice cracked, making my voice soften. My emotional brother.

"Nothing will happen-"

"I'VE SEEN THINGS HAPPENING!" He yelled, and I pursued my lips, mumbling sorries under my breath. He took a deep breath, "Bhai." He searched my eyes until I was looking at him, "You are always there for everyone. Then why are you trying to taking it all by yourself? Why are you keeping it all inside? You can't lock everything away and let it break you." He ran his hands harshly over his hairs, making me reach out and remove his hands, and setting the unruly hairs in place.