The Deal About Us

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"Ashton, I'm busy, call you later" I said my hands filled with papers, a cigarette between my lips

"Tyler's awake" he said

"What? I'm coming" I said while stacking the papers

"I thought you were busy" he teased

"Screw you" I muttered lighting the cigarette. I ended the call and jogged downstairs then got into my car.

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"You say he's awake?" I asked Ashton as I jogged to the second floor.

"Well, duh! I surely didn't call you to see your pretty face" he said sarcasm dripping from your voice

"Watch your tone" I growled lowly so that the others don't hear me

"Or what?" he taunted

"Did Tyler mention I can kill with my bare hands? Probably not" I said with a murderous smile and he shuddered. He led me to Tyler's room then left at the door. I opened the door and walked in closing the after me.

"Hey" I whispered as a small smile escaped my lips. He looked better than before. he didn't answer but looked at me with those intense gaze but instead of anger it was filled with love.

"How are you feeling?"  I asked sitting on the stool beside his bed

"Alright"

"I'm extremely sorry Tyler. I don't know what came over me. I feel guilty, I cannot sleep. I need you in my life. I've got used to you, I've grown to like you. Please, please Tyler promise me you'll never leave me alone to find my path again. You'll always stay by my side promise me" I said. When I started sobbing he hugged me and held me still

"Wasn't it you love who tried to seperate us? Twice" he whispered stroking my hair gently

"I'm an angry idiot don't believe what I say when I'm angry. Scold me as if I'm a stupid teenager but never leave me. Don't get drunk out of your mind, you don't stay the Tyler I love and it fills me with rage and uncertainty. It's same as you leaving me" I cried in his chest and he chuckled lightly

"Fine, I'll smack your ass when you get naughty" He said and I could feel his laugh vibrating from his chest. I chuckled dryly 

"Are you ashamed of me?" I asked looking at him. His emotions quickly changed from happy to uncertainty.

"I wasn't ashamed of you. I couldn't believe what the doctor said. I wasn't ashamed I was devastated but I promise now I'll love it and nurture it like my own because the child is yours and you are mine"

"Thanks" I smiled and kissed his neck

"I love you" he whispered in my ear

"I know" I whispered back

"When will you love me? Our clocks are ticking"

"I don't know" I whispered. I love him alot but it just doesn't come out of my stupid mouth when I'm with this man

"Do you know when they'll release you?" I asked after a couple of minutes

"Day after tomorrow, I guess" he said. I detached myself from him and checked my phone

"I'll come and meet you in the evening okay?" I asked him as I straightened my white shirt, I noticed Tyler staring at me and when I followed his gaze, my black bra was visible underneath of course it was intentional but it didn't stop me from blushing

"You're cute when you're blushing" he said and I scowled