Who are you Miss Dela Vega? (University Series #I)

Chapter XXXVII

Danielle

"What did you exactly hear Jade? Baka mali lang pagkakaintindi mo?"

"You know I love you right' -- was the exact thing she said. She love her Megan. End of discussion"

I'm here at Megan's place. I told her everything that happened between me and Miss Dela Vega. Simula nung una hanggang sa mga nalaman ko kanina. Minus the kissed we shared of course.

But I told her the feeling I have for professor Dela Vega. We're supposed to go out nga para bumili, but she insisted that we should talk about it para na rin daw sa nararamdaman ko.

"Love not loved?" She asked again so I nodded.

Humiga ako sa kama nya at tumingin sa ceiling. What I'm gonna now? Feeling nawalan ako bigla ng gana sa lahat. Gusto ko na lang matulog buong araw para hindi ko sya maiisip. I'm in pain and I don't know what to do.

"May girlfriend pala si Prof Dela Vega, sabi kasi ni kuya before wala naman. And I thought she's straight too"

"Masyadong masikreto si ma'am Megan. She's good at hiding anything." I asked her before if she ever had a girlfriend or boyfriend pero sinabi nya hindi pa. Who's Trish then? She lied to me.

Now I get it, kung bakit nasabi nila ate Reese na hindi pa nila masyadong kilala si Miss Dela Vega. Hindi sya nagsasabi or nag oopen up sa kanila kaya hindi nila alam kung anong nangyayari dito.

"You should asked her Jade. If you think she's giving you false hope, ask her. There's no wrong about it naman. Para naman malinawan ka" lumapit sya sa akin at niyakap ako.

This is the first time we talked about love and I know she's not good and awkward at giving advices dahil hindi nya panga to nararamdaman. It's fine with me, atleast I gotta share it with someone. Para naman sa ganun ay gumaan gaan ang lahat.

"What if she will laugh at me at sabihin na nag assume lang ako sa kilos nya? Edi mas lalong nakakahiya"

"You're overreacting, I don't know kung bakit lahat ng tao nagkakaganyan when it comes to love but please keep this in mind that without asking and clearing things -- magiging malabo talaga lahat. It'll mess your mind lang Jade." seryoso nyang saad at tumayo.

She went to her table, kinuha nya yung chuckie na nakalagay sa table nya at binigyan nya ako ng isa. She smiled and said "You should risk, there's no harm in trying. What if mali ka pala ng naiisip? What if you choose to get over it tapos mali naman pala lahat ng inakala mo? You'll just regret it. Go for it okay? It's your first time loving someone, be happy figuring it out."

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Last day of foundation week. Magkakaroon ng battle of the band. And my cousin recruited me for the main vocalist dahil hindi daw makakapunta yung member nila.

Kahapon lang nya ako sinabihan kaya ito ako ngayon sa bahay ng kabanda ni Gray. He's my cousin sa part ni Dad. Bihira lang kami magkita dahil nga sa sched. We're both graduating na din. He's taking Marine Engineering, maybe because of his parents business.

Ayun nga, we've been practicing since last night. Hindi na din muna ako pumasok kahapon sa school because of this. I'm actually glad they choose me, atleast may reason ako para di pumasok at para hindi sya makita.

I'm such a mess last night. Halos hindi na ako makatulog kakaisip ng kung ano ano. This is my first time feeling this shit kaya I really don't know how to handle this. Sobrang nakakasira sa pagkatao.

"Gagi Gray dapat pala matagal na nating kinuha tong pinsan mo. Ang lupet bro" kumento nung drummer nila. He's Ryu I think.

"Tinanong ko yan dati, she refused though.Wala tayong magagawa dun, mabuti nga at pumayag ngayon." Gray is the guitarist. They are consist of 4. There's Ryu the drummer, gray the lead guitarist, Calvin as the rhythm guitarist and lastly Mark as the bassist. Lahat sila classmate ni Gray. So bale lima kami dito ngayon.