The Story Of Us

Trying

3rd Person's POV:

In the deep of the night, with a heavy thunders roaring to the dark skies, as rain kept falling heavily, like how the two broken birds cries inside a house.

A house that once was a beautiful home, full of love and a great wonder, is now being fulfill by a not-so-good memories, with two broken souls inside.

A two broken and shattered souls, that once was a happy and contented couple, is now being break apart by one another.

The two of them stands still in the middle of the living room, Scarlett's hands were wrapped around Y/n's petite body, tightly. While Y/n's arm are wrapped around her self, as if she's afraid to the person infront of her.

Their body shook, as the sounds of their sobs filled throughout the atmosphere of the room.

Scarlett watch her very own world infront of her, with full of guilt, sadness, and pitifulness. She did this. She did all of this. She's the very reason as to why the love of her life is breaking apart. She once was the person who comforts her wife when it came to a happenstance like this, but now, she's the one who's causing it.

She clearly heard Y/n's last word, before the small girl look down, and wrapped her arms around herself, as if she needs something to protect her. The woman in Scarlett's arms is shaking, the sounds of broken sobs that comes out of her mouth hurts Scarlett in every type of the way, it made Scarlett's heart clench in a bad way more that it already is.

As she look at the woman, who has a tight grip in her heart, she can't help but let the tears slipped out more. She can't move any limbs at the words that came out of Y/n's mouth, because as much as she wants to defend herself, she can't, she doesn't have the words to begin it with and she knows it is the truth.

She did that.

She did the one thing she never thought she would.

She hurt Y/n. She broke her.

She wants to say sorry, but she knows that it won't change anything, plus she doesn't know what her reasons will be.

She ignored Y/n unconsciously for months, she can't even begin to imagine what Y/n might have felt. She did a very stupid thing, she knows that even if she's drunk that time, or she's hallucinating or whatsoever, it still doesn't change the fact that she did it, yes, she didn't wanted it, but she did it.

Pulling the small woman into her more as if it's possible, she stroke Y/n's hair as her grip tighten every pass seconds.

She can feel the shake of Y/n's body, and her uneven breathing, it's so uneven that it made her worry. She can feel the coldness of her wife's body, and the wetness of her clothes that is caused by the rain.

Pulling back up, she bend down a little and started to scan Y/n's face, she saw how her hair is still wet, as much as she wants to have time to appreciate the beauty infront of her, she got more worried at the purple lips of Y/n, she immediately took the towel that is on the sofa and quickly put it around Y/n.

"Hey, hey, breath baby, please breath." She said quickly, pulling Y/n with her inside their shared bedroom.

"It's okay, here, breath for me." She continue to say, as she started to discard Y/n's wet clothes.

After she discarded her wife's clothing, leaving her just in underwear, Scarlett quickly turned off the aircon and turned the heater on, then she pull the the duvet covers, wrapping it around Y/n. Getting on her knees, to have a better look at Y/n, she took her face in her arms.

"Hey, hey, it's okay, im so sorry, please, just- breath." She said panicking more as Y/n's breath started to be more heavy each passing second.

"Baby, please, please, please. I'm sorry, baby, please, breathe, here like this." She said pleadingly, then she hug Y/n's head, pulling it towards her chest, as she started to breathe evenly for Y/n to hear and to follow.