Special Section Series : Kismet (Book Two)

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Samuel Li's P.O.V.

"Whats with the sudden session?" Di ko asked before chugging another bottle.

Hayok sa alak ginawang tubig, i didnt even invited him! Sumama nalang nung nalamang iinom kami nila khalil on weekends.

I shrug before chugging down my own beer.

Bakit nga ba? Well blame that fucking alabaster, he always have reasons to be with amaris and whats even worst than  that? Amaris don't even give a two flying fucks about me now.

Akala ko the last time we talked that nothing was wrong but no! I feel like im a plague cause thats how much he's avoiding me!

"Si cherry ba? Binusted ka?" Tanong niya ulot ng di ako sumagot.

I gave him a glare, what the hell? Where did he even got that conclusion?

To be honest i haven't even been talking to cherry this past few days, di ko alam kung bakit but talking to her suddenly feels inconvenient and boring.

He laugh at my reaction at muntik pang maibuga ang nasa bibig nyang alak kaya binato ko sya ng tissue, gross.

"Joke lang galit agad? Anyways ano ba talaga meron khalil huh? Tong si samuel damot magkwento kala mo gold" i rolled my eyes at him bago tinignan si khalil.

He gave me a look asking for a permission and i just shrug as an answer, bahala siya its not a big deal anyways.

He started telling him about it and im expecting diko to tell our siblings and parents about it, not that i care.

Im just mad about ...i dont even know at this point.

Im mad at myself for having my emotions and thoughts all over the place maybe thats it.

"So not cherry but amaris? Okay got it. Did you apologizing already? I mean if i have knew about your little stunt that day i would have kick you out of the house" he said casually pero ramdam ko ang magkadismaya niya.

Of all the things kahit pa laging pangaasar lang ang ginagawa nila sakin, he's still my older brother who doesn't want me doing fuck up things.

I avoided dikos gaze not really having any answer to his question..well i have one.

I tried okay? But he's the one who keeps avoiding me, not even giving me any chance to explain myself even if my reason sounds lame and stupid.

Everytime we talk he always makes sure to keep it school related or as short as it may come.

"Its not easy" walang gana kong sambit bago muling tumungga ng alak.

"It is samuel your just making things complicated than it is cause thats just how you are, bet you don't even know whats running inside that head of yours cause your thoughts are all over the place when put in a new unfamiliar situation, a downhill for being too smart wala ng matinong direksyon yang utak mo" my jaw lock at what he said, it feels like a punch in the gut and i just know in the back of my head that he's right.

Alam kong seryoso siya and the reason would be because he never likes it when i do something to hurt others, thats one of his pet peeve.

He gave me a sharp look "fix that bago ko sabihin to kila mama, of all people si amaris pa? You know how much our family owe it to theirs"