Special Section Series : Kismet (Book Two)

Nijuuyon

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Samuel Li's P.O.V.

Its the weekend before our flight, since the day i punch alabaster everything just doesnt make sense to me anymore.

Me and diko didn't even make up yet, not one of us wants to push our prides aside.

"Hindi mo ba muna kakausapin ang diko mo samuel? Papataasan talaga kayo ng ere?" I press my lips on a tight line.

Ako na naman? Why is it always me that needs to apologize he started it.

"Tigas talaga ng bungo nyo?" I look at dad and said this through gritted teeth .

"Not now dad" i dont want to disrespect him but im just so done, im fucking lost and i dont even know where to start back up.

Masama at madilim ang tingin niya sakin "anong kinakagalit mo huh samuel? Is this about your past?" Nagpintig tenga ko sa narinig ko.

I know what past he's talking about and its not mine! Im samuel not fucking syaoran whoever that is!

"Im not syaoran!" I spat out.

His eyes widen realizing his mistake.

"Di ko alam kung anong gusto nyo sakin but im not him, i will never be that great soldier that live decades ago this is me dad your third son samuel li who's fucking tired to live up to your expectations about becoming just like that syaoran you all worship" i rant out not being able to stop anymore.

I knew i was loud when mama appeared from the door as well "anong nangyayari dito? Sam bat ka sumisigaw?" She inside my room and walk closer to me.

"Ask dad, ma" malamig kong sambit.

She face my dad with a questioning look "gino anong nangyayari? Pati ba naman kayo nagaaway? Sam.." she then turns to me "..apologize to your dad"

What? ako pa? What the hell?

Pagak akong napatawa ng walang emosyon "me? Bakit ako ma? Sige nga tell me the reason why i need to apologize?" Nanunuya kong tanong.

Her eyes widen, disbelief clear in it "dont speak to your mother like that!" Dad interfer, voice raising as well booming all over my room.

He was about to walk over to me but ma immediately stood between us. "Apakawalang galang mo talagang bata ka!" Sigaw niya.

I look over him to see koa and diko along with sarai watching with different reactions.

I press my lips tight together as my fist celnch on my sides "sam sige na magsorry ka na sa dad mo" pakiusap ni mama with pleading eyes.

I shake my head "no ma, too much, sobra na nung una it was fine, akala ko nagbibiro lang kayo but then i realize na all those time that you congratulate me for all my achievements? its not me you're thinking, its syaoran not me. Those times that you ask of me to do better kasi di pa yun yung limit ko di ba? I can always do better, di din ako yan kay syaoran nyo sinasabi yan...ma im sam your freaking son and you made me live in a shadow of a dead person thinking that if you treat me well makakabawi kayo sa kasalanan niyo sa kanila, i dont think you even loved me as samuel really" i chuckle emptily.

Its a relief to finally get all of this things in my chest, para akong nabunutan ng tinik sa dibdib.

I can feel my heart breaking at their guilt stricken faces...even sarai which hurts even more akala ko kakampi ko sya kahit madalas kaming mag away i thought i have someones back.