Drop the Ball [Completed]

Chapter 29

Chapter 29

Overthinking may ruin happiness and opportunity, and it can create anxiety. By overthinking, we often create problems that wasn't even there. That's why I try my best not to overthink kasi wala namang iba kay Hunter. He's still sweet as he is, caring as he is, he's still updating me from time to time as he usually do.

Ako lang talaga itong may problema, feeling ko tuloy nonsense itong pagpapa-depo shot ko kasi until now wala pading nangyayari sa amin kasi literal na iniiwasan ko sya. Dinadahilan ko nalang na madaming pinapagawa sa office kaya nakakatulog ako agad kapag uwi ko, I'm really a bad girlfriend to him but he still treated me the way he treated me since day 1. Being the best boy he is.

Sa sobrang guilty ko maaga akong gumising ngayon at nag-handa ng pagkain, I made a Bento meal tulad sa nakikita ko online pero puro healthy food. Tonkatsu as main dish tapos vegies and fruits sa side and brown rice kasi iyon usually ang nira-rice nya nowadays, dinamihan ko kasi alam kong malakas syang kumain.

I miss feeding him ... why I am so hard to him nitong mga nakaraang araw dahil lang paranoid ako? nami-miss na din tuloy sya ni Mochi kasi hindi na sya masyadong natambay dito sa unit.

I just took a cab papuntang UP since nabanggit sa akin ni Hunter kagabi na doon ang practice nila today. Before 6:30 AM nandoon na ko kahit na 7:30 pa naman iyong practice nila, I didn't advice him na pupunta ako kasi I wanted to surprise him.

Pagdating ko sa court nila, ang naabutan ko lang ay si Juan tapos iyong dalawa pa nilang ka-teammates.

Nagu-umpisa na silang mag-stretching, mga early birds naman pala. Kumaway ako kay Juan nang mapatingin sya sa gawi ko kaya naman mabilis syang bumangon sa sahig dahil nagpu-push up sya at lumapit sya sa akin.

"Hey, aga mo ha? Hunter is still not here." Sabi nya tapos binuhat nya iyong paperbag na bitbit ko, bukod kasi sa bento I also buy some snacks sa convenience store. Syempre hindi ko kinalimutan iyong Mochi nya, he likes to eat that for dessert since pantagal umay daw. I still find it cute that he's addicted to Mochi.

"Ah, okay lang. Aantayin ko nalang sya." Sabi ko habang naglalakad kami papalapit sa bench tapos pinaupo nya ko doon.

"Why? hindi ba sya natulog sa unit nya?" Tanong nya, umiling ako.

Nowadays hindi e, he said na may pinapaasikaso sa kanya iyong parents nya kaya doon muna sya sa kanila atsaka hindi ko din naman sya masyadong kinakausap. Kasalanan ko din kaya mas gusto nya nalang talaga na sa bahay nila, ang arte ko kasi.

"Jerome, aren't you with Hunter last night sa birthday ni Zab?" Pagbaling ni Juan doon sa isa nyang kasama na kasalukuyang umiinom ng tubig sa tumbler nya at nakaupo sa hindi kalayuan sakin. He mentioned that to me last night, Zab is Renzo's gf, Isa din sa ka-teammate nila.

"Yup, why? maybe he's still in Khazzandra's bed? he told me na pupuntahan nya si Khaz kagabi e ..." Sagot ni Jerome, pareho kaming nagulat ni Juan.

Just hearing Khazzandra's name after Hunter's ache my heart. Wala naman syang ginagawa but I'm aware na insecure ako sa kanya, she just has everything na wala sa sa akin. She's pretty, sexy, smart, talented. Wala talaga akong laban and knowing na ex sya ni Hunter, I really am insecure when it comes to her. I badly need to getaway this attitude, alam kong masama 'to.

"What the fuck do you mean bro? you know that Mary is his new girlfriend." Sabi ni Juan habang tinuturo ako kaya napatingin sa akin si Jerome, we met in some party and I know that he was aware of that.

"Yup, but stating the facts. Malay ko ba na sila pa din, Khaz texted Hunter last night and Hunter told me na pupuntahan nya muna. If hindi iyon umuwi sa unit nya, maybe he's still laid? baka namiss good old days bro." Sabi pa ni Jerome bago tumakbo papunta sa may court at nagdribble ng bola.