Look At Me

Chapter 32

Some people are meant to stay in our lives, some meant to teach us lesson and leave afterwards. It's hard and it hurts to let people go, especially those people you treasured the most; friends and your boyfriend or girlfriend.

Reanne and I went to Reina's debut, Xy and Phillie didn't make it for some reason. Ramdam na ramdam namin ni Reanne na masyado nang malaki ang pader sa amin ni Lei at Reina. Hindi na kagaya ng dati.

They are closer now to Joyce, Jaimie and Drix, we're not complaining though, it's their life to enjoy. May kaunting kirot lang dahil kaibigan namin sila, eh. And we don't even know what was the reason why this happened.

It was one of the things running in my mind, hindi ko na lang sinabi kila Reanne 'yon dahil alam kong ganoon din ang nararamdaman nila. I busied myself reviewing for my midterm exams. Negative thoughts kept on circulating in my head and it's hard to focus. Naghalo-halo ang pag-iisip ko tungkol sa amin nila Reina at Lei, ang financial problems na kinahaharap namin ng pamilya ko na siyang laging mitsa ng away ni Daddy at Mommy.

Halos gabi-gabi na lang nag-aaway ang parents ko at sobrang naaapektuhan na ang isip ko. Minsan nga sobrang unexpected ang away nila, they were just drinking coffee and one topic suddenly brought up and then boom, away na.

My mind is in haywire while reviewing my subjects. Zen, on the other hand, always reminding me to rest my mind and sleep early. Madalas ko ring kausap si Xyrill at pareho kaming nagrereklamo sa lahat.

During my exams, my heart never calmed down. It's about to explode in every tick of the clock! I'm thankful that I have Gillene, Erich, Dale, Ram and Prince to divert my attention. And also having Zen, he's my peace after my chaos.

And fortunately, midterm went smoothly, I don't know if I will pass the major subjects because some things deprived me from reading my notes. Sa finals kami ngayon masyadong kabado dahil alam naming wala na namang tulugan 'yon.

"Cresia, pwede pahiram ng notes mo sa Anatomy?" sabi ni Dale, they are all busy because one of our instructor gave us two requirements for th e finals.

"Akala ko nakagawa ka na?" takang tanong ko pero kinuha ko pa rin ang notes ko sa bag para ipahiram sa kanya.

Napakamot sa kilay ang lalaki kaya natawa ako, I already knew the answer based on his action. "Hindi ako nakagawa. Nag-aya mag-ML si Dale at Gillene kagabi, eh." paliwanag niya.

I handed him my notes, "Magrereview ako mamaya, ah!" paalala ko sa kanya.

"The best talaga, oh! Salamat!" I chuckled because of his remarks.

Hindi naman big deal sa'kin na ipahiram ang reviewer at notes ko dahil nanghihiram din ako minsan kay Erich kapag may kulang sa'kin.

"Hoy, Dale! Ako ang manghihiram kay Cresia ngayon, sapaw ka ba?!" reklamo ni Gillene na kagagaling lang sa labas at marahas na umupo sa tabi namin ni Dale.

"Nauna kaya ako! Masyado kang ano, ah!" Dale fired back, I facepalm myself and sighed. Mas matanda silang dalawa sa'kin pero ang ingay nilang magbangayan.

"Aso't pusa na naman sila. Hoy, baka iba na 'yan!" singit ni Erich sa dalawa. They disgustedly stare each other that made us laugh.

"Eto...?" tanong ni Gillene habang nakaturo kay Dale, "pwede naman.."

I gasped after hearing that, I know her for being straightforward and I couldn't name this if she's serious!

"Nako, mare, 'wag.." tawa ni Dale, he acted as if he's protecting himself from Gillene.

"Shuta, level up ang kumare ko!" Erich exclaimed as she clung her arms around Gillene's shoulder.

"Tayo kaya, Presy, kailan tayo lelevel up?" maharot na sabi ni Ram na nakakuha lang ng irap sa babae.