Secrets and Things (MxM)

Chapter 92 - Will it be the same again?

Notes:

- DPR IAN supremacy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

- Also... HAHAHAH FINALLY WE'VE FINALLY REACHED THE POINT THAT EVERYONE HAS BEEN WAITING FOR FOR THE PAST 250K+ WORDS. It's kinda corny but whatever. There'll probably be one more small chapter (although knowing me... it might not be so small xD) with just pure fluff to somewhat round things off. You will also hear about the update with the second couple in that chapter notes so stay tuned ;) ... Also my dumbass forgot to mention through my description that Nero wears glasses. And I think it's because I've been wearing glasses for so long, I assumed everyone would just think the same. Except that isn't the case and not everyone thinks that glasses are like a second organ. So like yeah... majority of the time, Nero is wearing glasses... except for the times wear it doesn't make sense to. I'd go edit that in everywhere but bro... that'd take ages. Just take my word for it yeah xD I'm a shit author remember. That hasn't changed these past 3 years

- As a reward for being so patient with me, here is a super long chapter (the longest yet oops, which means more grammatical mistakes) as thanks for sticking by and an apology for taking nearly a quarter of the year to update... unless you really hate long chapters. In that case, my bad but also, you really should not be reading this story as it literally would be the bane of your existence. But you would probably know that by now if you're at this chapter :))

- disclaimers: very brief mentions of panic attacks, depression, anger issues and suicidal thoughts. like super brief.

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POV: Nero

...

It stopped for you

Then the world came crashing down

And it's pulling you in now

You know all the words to the play

But all I wanted was you to stay

Your time is running thin

'Cause I'm falling through the cracks under your floor

How does it feel to be alive again?

Stop holding on with your dear breath

You're one step closer to me

On the ballroom extravaganza

I know you won't find me anymore

I tried to reach for you once more

But the world came

Crashing to the ground

...

Ok so maybe I was feeling a tiny bit more dramatic than usual and had to blast a depressing ass song but can you really blame me?

I had an emotional overdrive where I experienced a clusterfuck of emotions unexpectedly in a very inappropriate setting. It doesn't help that the last person who I wanted to see, saw me in such a vulnerable position without my consent.

And I'm usually no coward. Yes, shy but no coward. I would not be bolting out of the premise for such a reason as personal drama but I was and am a mess so screw what everyone thinks. I'm going to be a damn coward if I want to be a damn coward.

After zooming away into the night sky, I initially hadn't got a clue where I wanted to go. Aiden did pop up in my mind for a bit but I'd pestered him enough with my sulky attitude these past two weeks. Plus, it wasn't a big deal.