|Deep down| (eng)°

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Too much chatters
Too much people chattering
And everything sounds like voices
Of people I know
It's a rain of voices and noises
It's too much for me
Many more than what I could handle
People talking
And then disappearing
I feel bad
Is that me who said this
What did I do
Why did I say that
Who am I to say that
I'm a monster
A demon of darkness and anger
All of the anger that she engulfed throughout her time
So many voices crying inside my head
Thinking about you
As always
Stop screaming
Stop it
Stop the noise now
Please
Take care of me
Because I could really be romantic
And because your favorite flowers are daisies
Give a glance at me and I'll be the last one to look at you
If you would understand any of these words
Maybe you would
Maybe I could
But we shouldn't
Share those words
On the same part of the melody played by a huge orchestra
In which I sing
And in which you dance
In which we cry
Where my tears pour
Deep down through the ocean
This is far from the opera or evermore
Wanting to love you
But preparing to suffer
Cause I decided I'll never be able to love you anymore
I'll not try
I'll die
And cry
Or the mountains should crumble to the sea
I'll try to stay alive without loving you
I'll probably be unable to hold on yet
But I'll try
And wait
Till you find out

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'Thanks to all this, I learned something... it's that even when the times are only hardships, there'll always be one light waiting, hidden in the dark' Fumi |Daisy|

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I hope you enjoyed the first day to class -for the students- and that you're all fine. See you
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waking up the moon
きらりん

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