decide

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I want to be a boy,
Because I wanna decide who to be.
I wanna decide what to be.
Since girls can't do that,
I want to be a boy.

Spinning. Hurling. Shrinking all around me. I swear I'm going to make it stop. I fucking want to shut their goddamn freaking mouths. They speak of me aloud as if I was not here. Right then. I just can't keep on ignoring them. I'm gonna improve, yes, that's a purpose, but before I'm gonna get their mouths shut. Once and for all.

I have these words I could shout. But they're too much. It's noisy you know, even whispered, things people dislike to hear are all of a sudden very loud to their ears. So my words I'm gonna sharpen them. I'm gonna make them perfect and pure and coming right from my heart. So even if they shatter it all, I at least would have spoken in my own voice for once in my life.

Just go to hell.

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okay btw I'm gonna rush to get over with the mangaka challenge, only two weeks left and 7 pages. I can do it !

and it hurts like hell...
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