What is life? || Jinkook

chapter # 72

 

Mrs Lee,  take jungkook with her to a small town away from seoul ..

Before going there ,jungkook went to his home one last time, took his some important documents , the blanket of her mother , and the Teddy bear of Ara
And of course his Diary ..

Mrs Lee House was small but cozy , she gave jungkook a room with a terrace , there on the terrace , jungkook spent most of his time , writing on his diary , the things he wanted to say out loud ,but couldn't

Pain you've caused

Runs through my veins,

And straight to my heart

You say you are a man,

But what kind of a man,

Can't stand up

For what he loves

Why don't you understand

The words I express

All my distress

You say, I am a cheater,

All I get is disrespect

But why?

You've left no trace,

Of feeling anything for me

This pain you've caused

Won't leave my heart,

You've left me no choice

No clear road

No way to know

How to stop the flow

It's easy for you to go

I'm left here, all alone

Holding on, knowing you are all wrong.

Mrs lee:-

Jungkookie dear, I'm coming inside

She entered the room , and walked straight towards the terrace knowing that jungkook would be here for sure

Seeing jungkook ,lifeless sitting there , looking all pale , she sighed

She is trying hard for jungkook , but she understands the pain he is facing is not a small one , he lost his family , and  the one who's going to be the father of his child

Walking towards jungkook , she sat on the chair next to jungkook's and said;

What caught your attention in the sky up there , jungguk ?

Jk:-

I'm looking at the blue sky , the color Blue, aunty did you know?

                           "Blue "

It is the color you long for when you feel drained and tired.

The color you see when one day you suddenly wake up and the person closest to you is now farther than the stars.

It is when you feel the fleeting days or moments that would only happen once.

It is when you realized that time is irreversible and you can never peek into the past.

The color of longing for something that has already come to pass.

It is the color you fear.

Mrs Lee:-