What is life? || Jinkook

chapter 98

The sudden news of Namjoon's suicide was very shocking for both jin and jungkook

They didn't talk abt this matter with each other

But jin did called yoongi and talked abt him with how namjoon said hurtful words to jungkook and hwan , jin was feeling terrible ,

Yoongi he suicide  , becuase of me

Yoongi to jin:-

No jin, it was not becuase of you

It was all becuase of his wrong doings

This is karma I guess

Few days later

1 day before jin jungkook and hwan had flight back to seoul , Korea

After yoongi gave jin courage to talk abt his concerns with jungkook

Jin finally gathers some courage , and was now standing in front of Jungkook's door

Repeating the sentences in his head  , he was whispering sentences and was walking back and forth when jungkook suddenly opens the door of the room

Making jin gasp

Jk:-

Uh you need something?

Jin:-

Nodded as yes but said no

Jk was confused when jin said again

Uhh no I I mean yes

Stuttering again and saying

I yes I need you

And Jungkook's eyes widen at what he hears from jin's mouth

Jin:-

No don't the other thing

I mean i mean I want to talk with you

Jk:-

Okay talk

Jin:-

Umm it's very suffocating here ,um can we talk in the , uh in the balcony?

Jk:

Sighs and nodded

At the balcony :-

They were standing at a feet distance from each other

When jin takes a deep breath and looks towards jungkook

Who quickly changes his position and starts looking outside the balcony

Jin:-

I ...I really don't knw from where to start

I know saying these things will have no meaning to you

I know;

How I hurted you

How I betrayed you

How I  broke you

How I broke your trust in love

I know;

How difficult it was for you to bear all that alone

To have a baby at such a young age , without any support

I want to kill myself when I think abt how you was able to handle all that alone

Why was I so stupid back then

But believe me , I never stopped loving you,  I heard you died,  and you knw it broke me so bad

Jimin told me abt how my mom namjoom and tae were included in the plan  that happend that night

I promised to myself that I will take your revenge

And I left the wedding , making namjoon a cheater infront of the whole world , I left the wedding

My mother who was so proud of her money,  I signed papers from her and now I have all the shares of her property

I took your revenge jungkook , and that day when I left the wedding I went to han River

I wanted to end my life , thinking that may be I can met with you up their in the skies

But that day, proff lee , stopped me from falling from the bridge

And I get to knw that you are alive and I I have a son too

Jin held jungkook by his shoulders and made him move towards himself and said with tears running down jin's eyes,

I love you , and I love hwan , please don't leave me , please let me be a part of your life and hwan , please jungkook give me a second chance ?

♡♡

27.12.22