What is life? || Jinkook

chapter 81

Of course joonie I have to come back

Come back to the place , where I belong

For the past 4 years , I was escaping , I was afraid to face the world , I was afraid that people will make fun of me , that the person I loved cheated on me , the person for whom I left everybody, I didn't care abt anybody left me cheated

Tbh joonie! There in America , I was all alone, missing us being together, and I used to think like how beautiful our life was when we were together , you me , we used to hang out together , party together , sometimes chuckles makeout when we becomes drunk but never ever in my life at that time I felt ashamed , but, but with him , that cheater he made my life hell, and I now realised that you were right back then, you tried to protect me from him damaging me but I was blinded by his bullshits

And namjoon pulled jin close again, and hugged him tightly saying ;

It's okay

Don't be to hard on yourself

And no more talking, we are going out , we will eat outside , the treat is on me , and then we will go on a long drive

And jin smiles softly , and nodded

After the dinner , namjoon started the engine , and let the road take them somewhere far

During their ride in the car , the duo talks about alot of things, when namjoon said;

When you left , I was left alone ,suga was no where to be found , I was left behind alone, taehyung was the one who helped me , he comforted me , umm ... uhh if

If it's possible , forgive him huh?

You knw we 4 were bestfriends since we were children

Please think abt it , I don't want that just for a whore , you are leaving your best friend of a long long time , just forget what happens in the past and let us start a new journey? Huh

Jin:-

Stop the car !

Nj:-

Jinnie ? Listen

Jin:-

Stop the car !!

And namjoom stopped the car, when jin opened the door and went outside the car

Namjoon came behind him and holds his hand saying;

Heyy listen jinnie !

Okay , it's okay if you don't want to forgive him ,but please don't be mad at me

When jin took a deep breath, and exhales closing his eyes and then looking straight in Namjoon's eyes , saying ;

I'm ready to forget everything in the past

I ready to forgive tae

And joonie I wanted to start a new life now

But I- I don't knw ..um

Do you still have any place for me in your heart?
Am I too late joonie?

Am I too late to realise your love for me ?

Am I too late to realise my love for you???

And hearing this Namjoon's eyes began to water and tears starts streaming down his face

When NJ choked on his sobs saying ;

Y-you a-are not l-late

I loved you in the past