What is life? || Jinkook

chapter # 107

//The next day//

Jungkook woke up to weight on his body , and opening his body he realises that the weight is actually becuase of hwan that is sleeping on his chest and jin's face is in his neck while his arm was wrapped around hwan

Seeing this , jungkook's eyes immediately tears up , this was what he wanted so badly , this was the thing that was missing in his and hwan's life

Jungkook carefully lays down hwan beside jin , who moves a little but thankfully didn't woke up so jungkook gently caresses hwan's face and gave him feather kisses to his face from his forehead to his chin

After getting up from the bed , jungkook places a pillow behind hwan so he didn't woke up or fall from the other side of the bed ..

Jungkook took a quick shower , it was quiet early for hwan and jin to woke up so he went to his own room, opens up his bag and took out his diary from his bag

And with diary in one hand , pen in his pocket ,holding a cup of warm coffee, he went to the balcony where he sit on the chair placing coffee on the table infront of him

Jungkook opens the diary

Turns the pages of his diary

And stops at the page where he left writing his diary

And read the last written page of his dear diary

I started writing diary early in my life
I think of this diary as my friend
Wit whome I can share all my life happenings
But the only thing that I share with you are my pain my hardships my difficulties
That are nowwhere to end

My life is a mess, full of complexities

I'm tired of writing my sorrows , my tears in it

May be if one day something good happens in my life , I will try to start writing agai.....n.....

(There were prints of tears on this page)

Jungkook wipes his now wet eyes, thinking abt all those bad times, thinking abt how his life went from zero to 100 after meeting jin and then again went from 100 to minus zero after jin left him

Of course hwan brings him peace and happiness, but there was this certain piece of his heart was missing becuaee that belongs to the father of hwan , the person who made love to jungkook ...

So jungkook took the pen out of his pocket and taking a sip of coffee from the cup he began writing

♡♡ .......✍..................... ♡♡

I am ready....

Ready to open up my heart again,

To let love in,

To let it begin.

YES !!

I've been hurt before,
That's true,

But I won't let the past define what I do now ,

I'm ready

Ready....to take a leap of faith,

To share my life,
my hopes,
my dreams,
And
To build a future with you again