"YOU LIKE HER ADMIT IT." she screams at him. "NO. NO I DON'T. WHY CAN'T YOU JUST ACCEPT THAT?"he tells back." CAUSE I CAN SEE THE WAY YOU LOOK AT HER." she screams.
" You look at her like you once looked at me. With so much love and joy in your eyes. When you look at me now all I see is coldness and hate in your eyes.
Your face always has this goofy smile on it, the one you used to have on your face when you were around me. When your around her and she is all you can talk about.
You talk about her like she hug the moon and stars in the sky and I haven't ever heard you talk about me like that."she breaks down and his heart breaks along with her.
"You are always missing our dates because your with her. And when we are together you are speaking about her. And it is not how you speak about any of our friends.
It is how Ryan Reynolds speaks about his wife. And he is totally in love with her. He adores her and is so grateful she is in his life. That is how you talk about her. You don't talk to me like that."she continues spilling her feelings.
"I can't do this anymore. I can't keep getting choosen second. I can't be someone who is the only one committed to a relationship." she says looking any where but him.
"What do you mean Nini? I am committed to this relationship." he tells her. She finally looks at him. "You used to be." she says.
"I still am." he insists. "Your not Ricky. You used to be before you met her. Now your not. She is all you can about. You don't even know what is happening in my life right now." she says to him.
"I do." he says. "Okay if you know what is happening in my life then. What was I doing before I came here?"she asks.
He struggles cause he doesn't know. He doesn't know where she was or what she was doing. He knows that he was with the other girl but he doesn't know where his girlfriend was.
"I-" he says but can't say. "Exactly. I can't do this anymore Ricky. I can't be all in and receive nothing in return. I can't keep crying myself to sleep cause I know she is better than me."
"Nini please don't do this." Ricky pleads. It can't be over. They had been together for two and a half years it can't end now.
"I love you but you love her. I want you to be happy even if it isn't with me. Your my everything. I will never forget you. I will always love you. But I can see you love her now." she says crying still.
"No Nini No. Don't do this. I don't love her. I LOVE YOU." he says more like begs her not to leave.
"I have to. Goodbye Ricky." she says and walks out the door. She leans against it breaking down and letting the tears flow down her face not bothering to wipe them away.
He does the same on the opposite side of the door. It was all his fault. He took her for granted. He didn't realize he was letting her slip through his fingers. And it was all his fault.
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"it is all my fault."Ricky whispers. He suddenly jerks up and he is crying so hard and sweating like he is flying to the sun.
His eyes adjust to the room. He looks to his left and sees his beautiful girlfriend of two and a half years next to him.
He brings her into his arms and crys into her shoulder. Nini wakes up when she feels the breathe being taken from her lungs and a wetness on her shoulder.
"Love?" she asks. Ricky looks at her and says. "I love you. Babygirl there is no one else that I love and I don't want you to ever leave me." her heart breaks at this.
"I love you more and I am not going anywhere. I promise" she says and hugs him tight and close. "Me neither" he sobs into her shoulder.
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But I wanted you to think I was ending it there so anyway. There we are.
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