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Dear Nini
I know we haven't talked in a while. It has been a weird summer without you . Thank you for remembering the lottery ticket it means the world to me.
I can't believe that I am going into our senior year without you by my side. I remember us talking about this the summer before high school.
Those nights are some of the best nights of my life and probably always will be. The laughs we shared, the dreams we had, the promises we made.
I am sorry I didn't keep my promises to always be there for you, to protect you and to always support you.
I was a jerk to you when we dated and for that I am sorry. I was so scared of losing you, I ended up pushing you away.
I messed up Neens.
I don't know how I am going to get through my senior year without you . You have always been my home but now everything feels wrong.
I wouldn't be who I am today without you and I know I didn't show you but you are so incredible and deserve the literal world.
I know you have probably heard about Gina and I. To be honest I don't know how to explain that.
Neens I am so sorry that I put through hell. I saw you that night, that you came to camp. You looked at me like you used to.
Last semester I had said to Carlos that you hadn't looked at me that way for a long time. I had pointed out that it was a long time since I deserved it but in that moment I felt like a fool.
That moment I knew that I haf to let you go because you deserve better than me. I hurt EJ again by stealing his girl .
This time I could tell he loved her but I was still stupid and was an idiot guy. He said to me that everyone saw Gina and I coming.
To be honest I couldn't and still can't. She is amazing but there isn't a spark. I know she feels that way too because I could see the way she looked after we kissed.
It was a look of regret and guilt. Neens I felt like I let you go but not by choice but because I knew that I had messed up so bad that you would never be able to forgive me.
I am so proud of you for the record deal. You deserve it bubs. I have always known that you are one in a million talented and now the whole world can see it too.
Don't ever stop chasing your dreams my freaky math girl cause you can do everything you put your mind too.
I was enchanted to meet you and always will be
Love , Freaky Call back boy
I wipe my eyes from the tears that are falling. No matter how many times I read the letter it always seems to break my heart.
He ended up falling in love with Gina and doing all the things we talked about with her. They were so happy and in love.
I look up and look at my reflection in the mirror. My white dress fits perfectly and makes me feel pretty.
"Nini?" Kourtney's voice rings through the room as she steps into it. She looks at me and then to the note in my hands.
"Sweetie why are you reading a note that he gave you five years ago on your wedding day?" she asks me sadly.
I don't have time to answer before my wedding planner comes in and whisks me away by saying it was time for me to walk fown the isle.
I take a few deep breaths and compose myself. I am about to get married to the love of my life.
As the music starts, my bridesmaids walk down the isle, after the flower girl and before me.
"I can't believe your about to be married " EJ says to me." I asked him to walk me down the isle because after everything we formed a brother-sister relationship.
"I know right" I say to him. "I am hapoy for you." he says and then we get our signal to go.
We step out and all eyes fall on me. My eyes lock with the man, who is my everything and more. The man I am about to say 'I do ' to.
My soulmate and best friend.
My freaky call back boy.
Hey
This sucked with a capital S. Sorry about that.
I hope you guys are well. I am sorry I haven't updated life is crazy. Going through heartache and everything
Take care of yourself . Eat, sleep , drink water. Your amazing and deserve everything
