Nini
" I can't believe I lost him"
I take a shaky breathe and continue. "He was my rock. Whenever I had a bad day, he how to cheer me up.
He was my shoulder to cry on and the person who wiped away the tears.
He knew what I needed before I did and showed me what was best.
He was my best friend and my lifeline . The person I wanted to tell everything to. No matter if it was good or bad.
I still see his face wherever I go. I still hear his voice everyday. His scent is still on his clothes.
Losing him feels like losing a part of me. The best part because he made me a better person.
People keep on saying that it will get easier but did they lose their other half?
Did they lose the person who saved you when you were at your lowest?
Did they lose they only light that you saw because everyone saw you as a screw up and a misktake but they didn't.
They saw you as there world and as the best thing to walk this earth.
They were the person who took the broken pieces and made something out of it.
Who brought you back to life.
For me there was a before him and a during him . I never ever thought that there would be an after him.
But there is and I hate that. People keep saying that the pain will lessen and you will move on and find someone else.
I know I won't because he was my best friend. My boyfriend. My world. My everything. My soulmate. My person.
My Angel on Earth.
He always used to end his speeches with this song lyric and dedicate it to me .
'I was enchanted to meet you'
I was truly enchanted to meet him and I know that I won't move on.
He was and will forever be my first and my last love.
Until we meet again my love. I know you are watching over me where ever you are"
I am a sobbing mess. The tears were flowing down my face.
I feel too arms wrap around my waist and I lean back into their touch. I inhale their scent and crack a small smile.
"You done writing the last chapter of 'Angels on Earth'?" he asks me.
"Yeah." I say turning around to face Ricky. "I just need to send it in for publishing and then the book is released next week."
"I am so proud of you my love" Ricky says and I know he means it cause the pride is showing on his face.
"I love you " I say to him with a smile and he returns it. "I love you more my angel on earth "he says and kisses me.
Hey
I hope you enjoyed this.
Or the ending anyway
I hope you have been taking care of yourself. Eat, drink water and sleep enough . You are all amazing and deserve the world
Bekki
