Tw//mentions of self harm
Ever since Carlos had found out tk was self harming he made it a priority to check on him and see how he was doing if he needed anything Carlos also came to the station much more to hang out with the 126 " hey Carlos !" Paul said from the kitchen "hey guys ." Carlos said "how crime today ?" Mateo asked "weird ." Carlos laughed "he's in his bunk ."Nancy said giving Carlos the information he wanted "thanks ."Carlos smiled
Carlos went upstairs to the bunk room seeing tk on his bunk on his phone " miss me ." Carlos said breaking the silence tk sat up and smiled at Carlos "very." Tk smiled "brought you a coffee." Carlos said giving tk his iced coffee "such a gentlemen ." Tk laughed "yours truly ." Carlos smiled "so wanna tell me why your really here ." Tk said looking over at Carlos "hm?" Carlos said nearly spitting out his coffee "I know why your here so you might as well just ask me ." Tk said "how are you doing ?" Carlos said looking at tk "babe I'm not some fragile vase that's gonna break if you don't check up on me every five minutes "I know I do I just -now that I know you -."Carlos said but was cut of by Tk's hand over his mouth "not here please ." Tk said " I just want to check up on you so you know you can talk to me if you need to ." Carlos said
"I appreciate it I really do babe but if something's wrong ill tell you ." Tk said "promise ." Carlos said "promise ." Tk gave Carlos a smile "now would you like to explain to me why you still have a plain black coffee in your hands after we worked on your coffee taste the other day "would you believe me if I said it was out of habit ?" Carlos said shyly "your a horrible liar Reyes ." Tk said
Carlos's radio went off meaning he had to head back to work " I gotta go ." Carlos smiled " ill see you later okay ?" Carlos said placing a kiss on Tk's head "don't get yourself shot ." Tk said with a smile
On Carlos's way out Nancy stopped him in the parking lot "what did you mean when you found out tk did what ?" Nancy said "Nancy that's not my -.." Carlos said "Carlos he's like a little brother to me what is going on ." Nancy said "I found out tk self harms .." Carlos said " he has for a while now but after Alex he stopped for a while until the other day there was blood seeping through his jeans he tried to play it off like it was nothing but then he broke down and told me ." Carlos said "he cant know you know okay he doesn't need any extra stress." Carlos said "yeah ." Nancy said
Later that day tk went home to see his dad in the kitchen "son you okay ?" Owen asked " yeah just a little tired think I'm gonna go take a nap okay ?" Tk said " yeah get some rest kiddo ." Owen said
Tk woke up to a tap on his window "what the hell ." Tk cursed Under his breath tk opened his curtains to see Carlos He opened his window still half asleep " we have a door you should try it sometime ." Tk mumbled " why use the door when I can just get into your room quicker by window ." Carlos said with a little laugh closing the window "were you sleeping ?" Carlos said looking at tk tk nodded into his pillow "I'm sorry should have called before ." Carlos said "your fine ." Tk said opening the covers for Carlos Carlos took his shots of climbing in Tk's bed "what's wrong ." Tk mumbled as Carlos pulled the cover up on Tk's shoulder "nothing I just missed you ." Carlos said kissing Tk's temple " I missed you to .." tk mumbled into Carlos's chest " go to sleep I've got you ." Carlos said rubbing Tk's back they laid like that for a while it was safe to say that it was one of Carlos's favorite thing about their relationship that they could just lay and do nothing but hold one another and that was enough
Unlike the other guys he's dated none had ever been like tk . Tk liked cuddling and helped Carlos discover he liked it to his family had no complaints about him . Tk was smart and funny His smile lit up a whole room and all he ever cared about was helping people . And that was the thing Carlos admired most about him Carlos was snapped out of his daze by tk looking up at him with a smile "I can hear you thinking.." tk said running his finger through Carlos's hair " what's going through your head ?" Tk asked " nothing just happy to be here with you .." Carlos said as Tk gave him a smile before closing his eyes
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The Great War - A Tarlos Love story
Fanfiction"Life is unpredictable and control is just an illusion. And it makes us feel small and powerless." But when control becomes to much people get hurt It turned into something bigger Somewhere in the haze, got a sense I'd been betrayed Your finger on...
