Chapter 17

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Olivia's pov

We was all sat in my room watching a movie and that's when dd saw my wrists. GREAT.

"Olivia i needa speak to you real quick" dd says taking me out the room grabbing my arm gently. 

"why" he says holding my wrist so i look down at it and realize he saw it. I shrug and try walk back in my room so he grabs my arm gently and repeats his self. "why bro" he says getting mad because im not saying anything.

"ion know dd" i say shrugging and holding back tears. I thought he was gonna get mad but he pulled me in for a hug. "tell me why and i can try fix it ma" he says with me still in his arms. I start crying lightly and try contain myself so i don't start having a panic attack.

"you can't fix it" i say still holding onto him. He pulls away from the hug and lifts my chin up with one finger. "atleast tell me whats bothering you" he says so i nod.

"well first my mum, i got raped when i was 14, i was threaten'd to get taken away by social services, abused, anger issues, bipolar, panic attacks, my baby sister died because my mum is a druggy and couldn't take care of her, scared for you because i don't wanna loose you to allat gang shii, to be honest i don't know why im saying all of this because i dont even tell dudeylo or my dad" i say as i shrugged.

Tears dropped down from his face as he hugged my lightly by my waist. I had to many emotions in that moment so i only shred a tear then smiled at him. "good boyfriend okkurr" i say making him laugh.

"ma sorry i didn't know" he says standing in between my legs since i was sat up on the sink in the bathroom. "not your fault daddy gzzz" i say so he raised his eyebrow.

"daddy gzz?" he says smiling. "yes nigga, daddy gzzzzzzz" i say so he smiled as he kissed me. "ma you needa stop doing that tho rs, distract yourself by thinking of my smile" dd says making me laugh hella hard. "ight bet ill try" i say jumping down.

We walked in the room and seen everyone looking at us. "please don't tell me you heard what we was talking bout" i say covering my face. "nah but was you getting FREAKKYYY in the BATHROOM" Notti says so i raise my eyebrow and shake my head.

I go into my closet and grab a hoodie so nobody can see the marks on my wrist. "why you putting on a hoodie for lil ricky, its so hot" dudeylo says so i cringe at the name.

"stop calling me lil ricky first of all, second of all im cold nigga" i say sitting next to dd. "how is you cold bro im sweating" dudeylo says. 

"shes cold bro ight" dd says knowing about my wrist. "aye chill" dudeylo says putting his hands up in defense so i laugh.

"what was you guys even doing" ddot says so i blurt out "fucking" as a joke and they thought we was serious. "YOOO WHAT? " dudeylo says so i roll my eyes because they stupid as fuck.

"she was joking you retards" dd says laughing with me. "we was making out" i say so dd nods his head as everyone raised a brow. "im being dead ass this time, we was making out" i say trying to look like i was telling the truth when i was lying.

dd held in his laugh with me and he kept a small smirk on his face. "dd you choked her" Notti says dabbing him up. "hell yeah" he says so he looked at me and i looked at him, we started crying in tears of laughter as everyone looked confused.



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