Everyone came upstairs and seen me crying so i tried calm myself down and wipe my tears but more kept appearing thinking of XXXTentacion and my dad.
"what happen" Dudeylo says sitting next to me so i shrug as dd held my waist. "what happen dd" Dudeylo says looking at dd so dd shrugged aswell.
"should i just tell em" i say sighing so dd shrugged once again. "thanks for that very good advice and helping me what to do in this situation" i say mugging dd so he gave me a sarcastic smile.
I get the picture of me and x and put it on the bed so everyone looked confused. "YOU WAS A FAN GIRL" ddot says laughing so i kept a straight face. "he was my best friend before he passed fool" i say pushing ddot head and sitting on my bed cuddling with dd.
"OH MY GOD X" Notti said putting on a girl voice and jumping around like a little kis that got there first bar of chocolate for the day making me chuckle.
Tears flood my face again thinking about x and i started crying hard again on dd so he rubbed my back. I said i hate him and that pain is going to stay with me till i die. I haven't stopped think about my dad aswell, If i made him stay home from work that day he would really be here today. Now im thinking about it i think i might be depressed.
I have cried everyday, i haven't left my bed or house. Ive hardly even eaten and if i do eat i dont eat alot.
Dd phone started ringing so he answered.
"hello mum" dd says but the phone was on quiet speaker so i couldn't hear.
"alright ill be home in 10" dd says ending the phone and looking at me.
"ddot and Notti my mum said to go home because we haven't been home for a while" dd says so they nod and get dressed.
"ma you gon be good?" dd asks so i nod my head before giving him a kiss.
After they left Dudeylo decided to leave to since he needed to go home and check on his mum since he hasn't been at home for a while either but he said he might come back later.
I cried my eyes out for hours on my bed. I seen some medicine next to me so i looked at it for a while before picking it up.
I looked at the medicine in my hands and gulped. Thinking about my dad, mum, x, baby sister and other people and things i thought there was nothing else to loose.
I swallowed about 10 and slowly started to feel dizzy.
Everything went blank and all i could hear was Dudeylo crying and calling 911.......
