When we got to my house we rolled up some weed when i got a call from a private number.
"hello is this Mrs Olivia Rose" a women says.
"yeah" i say sounding confused.
"im sorry to break it to you darling but your dad has sadly passed away from a shooting" she says. I wasn't on loud speaker so nobody heard. I froze as tears ran down my face.
"he is is ********* hospital" she says as i get up quickly putting on a jumper and my shoes with everyone confused.
"thank you i will be there in a couple of minutes" i say sniffing and wiping my tears.
"ma whats happening" dd asks standing infront of me as i cried.
"my-my dad died" i say so everyone gets up and calls a Uber to the hospital. I jogged inside with everyone following behind me and i seen Dudeylo crying near my dads hospital bed.
"he-he called me saying he got shot but when i-i got there it was too late" Dudeylo says as tears ran down his face too. Everyone left the room leaving me and Dudeylo by our self's to get time to talk.
"i should have been quicker" dudeylo mumbles so i go to him and give him a hug. "its not your fault" i say as i cried heavily. Dudeylo left the room to give me time.
I cried as i held my dads hand. It would of been better if he stayed in prison because he would of atleast still be alive.
My thoughts : I love you so much please don't leave me, your the only parent i have left concidering mum disowned me. I wouldn't have made it this far in life without you. The last time i heard your voice was about 3 days ago and i should have called to check on you.
Dd walked in and sat next to me. He held my head as i cried in his chest heavily and suffered to breath. "in and out ma" dd says helping me breath and be calm.
"you gon get through it i promise you my love" he says kissing my forehead and wiping my tears. I looked at him and then back at my dad. Seeing him lay there knowing he is at peace calmed me down abit more.
"excuse me your going to have to leave now" The lady says so i nod and get up leaving with dd following behind. We got a uber back home and i went in my room but this time with Notti following because hes the only person that can cheer me up.
"Olivia im sorry" Notti says hugging me so i hug him back with a light smile. "do you want to smoke some ZAZAAA" Notti says making me laugh.
"zaaa" he repeats.
"zaaaa...... zaaaaaa......zaaaaaa.........zaaaaaa......zaaaaa" he says making me laugh hella loud. Everyone came upstairs seeing me laughing and started smiling.
"zaaa zaaa" Notti says passing me weed. I start laughing a little before lighting it. Notti was my only real best friend i have had in a long time and he is the only person that can make me laugh when im mad, depressed, upset or anything.
"guys doing drugs is FUCKING illegal but im only FUCKING letting olivia smoke it because shes a crackhead" Notti says pointing in my face making me laugh hard again.
He smiled at me with that million dollar smile and then went on his phone. Everyone was speaking to me but i showed no emotion unless Notti joked around i either started smiling mad hard or laughed really hard. Dd was next to me and made me cheer up to and ddot was feeding me because all the fat ass thinks about is food.
"ddot shes not a baby menace to society like you so you dont have to feed her food, she can eat herself" Notti says so i look at him and chuckle. "im not a baby" ddot says so me and Notti look at each other then back at ddot screaming. "BFFR" i started laughing so hard with everyone but Dudeylo wasn't talking or looking at anyone.
"oi dummylo" i say so he turns to me. "do you wanna go on a walk or something" i say so he nods as we get up and the rest of the boys stay so we can have alone time.
