Blog #5

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Blog #5


Written by: NightInVioletArmor


Sometimes I just wanna go away from everyone, hoping I won't bug and interfere with their own life anymore so no one will be jealous over me 


I did not mean it, I just wanna lift my friend up again and do my promise. However, I'll just keep my distance. I just don't want anyone to be mad at me and hoping my isolation will be harmless. 


Constant stress over things makes me wanna give up, kept trying to pulling myself together and hope to not cry again. I'll just hold these again till March. Then pour it all out then hold again.Seeing someone lying makes me uncomfortable, I mean, okay go and lie but you actually don't need to, im already facing the painful truth why coating it with easing lie? It just triggers my anxiety for some reasons. This is the disadvantage of being honest in your whole existence. I just, please don't lie, go ahead if it's necessary but if not, please dont. 


I rather taking the truth that can make me stunned for idk days unlike being left alone in the dark with that sweet lies 


All I can say, this day is sure eventful

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