Four years after Yoona left
I don't think I'll ever stop being filled with regret that I never bonded with Yoona. I trusted my soulmates to take care of that for me, just like everything else. And I know now that was wrong.
My soulmates basically raised me, always babying me and treating me like I was so special. I appreciated that too much, but now I know that I need to be strong on my own. I leaned on them too much and never got over my own fears because I never had to confront challenges. I had allowed myself to stay a kid and had never really become a man.
After I'd gotten over the initial distress of Yoona's departure and my soul group's disintegration I decided to channel my anger to become a better person. Someone I was proud of, not just the baby that someone else was proud of. So I'd begun working out more and becoming more independent. I threw myself into learning new skills and hobbies and I allowed myself to make my own decisions, like getting a motorcycle. While I still appreciated my Hyung's advice, it no longer ruled me. If I was going to be on my own, I needed to take care of myself. So I did what it took to make that happen.
I made myself ready to turn the page to the next chapter of my life.
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The Wrong Soulmate (BTS OT7)
FanfictionCOMPLETE: Growing up everyone knew about soulmates. A mark would appear on your body on your 16th birthday and the person who shared your mark was your soulmate. There really wasn't much more to it. If you were soulmates the universe intended for...
