based of off true events also when i say brady im talking about brady hepner. ik they wouldnt say stuff like this and maddy isnt tryna be rude in this book she just doesnt think before speaking lmao.
i was hanging out with the black phone cast including my boyfriend miguel. we were planning on having a sleepover. after watching a bunch of movies and playing board games i was sitting by the fire place talking to maddy
" yeah then my teacher moved me away from her cause apparently i talk to much" i tell maddy laughing. " i mean you do talk to much" she says and laughs. " do i?" i ask and she nods. "oh" i say and we both go back to sit on the couch.
" oh maddy! my brother said my ear looked infected since i got a new piercing. does it?" i ask and she looks at my ear. " your ear is a very wierd shape its like curved at the top" she says miguel looks over. "it does look wierd" he says and brady looks over to see" it kinda looks like a turtle" he says and they all laugh except me. " funny" i say
i take my hair out of my ponytail and put it so that its covering my ears. " i mean you do talk to much" those words keep replaying in my head. do other people think that as well? i know maddy wasnt trying to be mean but it did hurt me.
" hey guys do you think i talk to much?" i ask and they all say yes. i get that feeling that im about to get tears in my eyes. " ok then" i say and watch tiktok
i over hear the boys conversation. " miguel name a girl thats hotter then y/n" mason and jacob ask. " dude theres a lot of women hotter then her. id probably say elizabeth olsen or mila kunis. man mila is perfect. shes also like the perfect weight so she isnt underweight or overweight" miguel says
i grab a blanket to cover up my body. " you ok y/n?" becca asks as i nod and tell her im just cold. she smiles and continues watching tv." y/n isnt even perfect. i mean sure she has a nice body and all but.." miguel says and my heart drops to my stomach. i stand up and grab my stuff. everyone looks at me confused.
"im going home" i say and put my jacket on. " wait y/n its supposed to be a sleepover" maddy says and i leave.
maddys pov
" ok who said or did something to her" i say standing up. " dude we didnt do anything shes being dramatic" brady says and the rest of the boys nod.
" guys we were kind of making fun of her all day. with her ears and that she talks to much.. then miguel and the boys were talking about how she isnt perfect but her body is and how there are so many girls who are hotter than her" becca says and and i sigh
y/ns pov
i call my brother asking him to pick me up while crying. im wearing shorts and a tank top right now so theres no way i could walk home. he comes and i get in the car and i hug him. " what happened?" he asks concerned. " they were telling me my ears looked funny, that i talk to much and miguel said there were so many girls way more hotter than me and that my body was perfect but the rest of me wasnt" i say sobbing into his shoulders.
" im sorry" he says and i let go as he drives us home. once we get there i grab my stuff and go to my room. i lay in bed and think about what happened. maybe they think im annoying or too skinny or too fat. i take off my rings and go to sleep
next morning
i wake up to a bunch of missed calls and text messages in the group chat. i open it and see everyone texting. " y/n were really sorry for saying those things about you" " your ears dont look funny" and that i wasnt to loud or talk to much.
" its fine guys really" i send. they apologize again and i forgive them. i get a text from miguel and hes asking if he can come over. i say yes and get dressed and brush my hair. i open the door and see miguel and he hugs me really tightly rocking us back and forth
" im sorry what i said. you are really hot and everything about you is perfect. your face your lips your eyes your nose and your ears. everything about you makes me fall in love all over again when i look at you. i said things that will replay in your head and will make you wonder if your good enough. trust me i feel so fucking guilty about that. your more then good enough. your my gorgeous girl and i will never stop loving you" he says and kisses me
" i forgive you miguel. how could i not?" i say and we smile and go up to my room. he sits on my bed and i cuddle into him. i was wearing sweats and a oversized t shirt so practically pjs so whatever. we lay there cuddling for what feels like hours but has only been minutes.
we lay there in a comfortable silence just admiring eachothers presence. i love him so much. i think i will for the rest of my life.
yes i have published three storys today but i cant stop
