Kinakabahan ako at nanginginig, ang bigat ng mga yapak ko habang papunta sa office ni Richmond, kalaunan ay nakarating din ako. I sat to the chair at his front, he gave the portfolio.
Tinigna ko sya, sumenyas siyang buksan ko ito, laking gulat ko nang makita ang mukha ko roon, it's look my bionote, nakatala lahat ng pangalan ko at mga unfamilliar na pangalan. maraming laman ang portfolio at maraming kung anong pictures, I read it one by one.
Serenio, Plea Kite.
18 years old
She was accident the night of her debut, she got a car accident. The doctors was heal the damage that she had, but she was admitted on MENTAL HELP CENTER. She was really traumatized that was led her for having a mentally disorder.
I process those letters on paper, so Richmond was right? my dream is real, Im just watching the past the I have.
I looked at Richmond, he's emotionless, He raised his brows when he noticed that I'm looking at him for a minute.
"Can you explain to me directly?" I pleaded.
He stood and seriously looking at me, he put his hand on his chin and I heard his sigh...
"Before that, Let me introduce my self, you didnt know me well, 'nak,"He seriously said, na para bang may kahulugan lahat ng salitang lumalabas sa bibig niya.
He was calling me 'nak' this is the first time na narinig sakanyang tawagin akong anak. But what's the matter? All I want right now is to know the truth.
"I'm Doctor, Richmond Escalante, I've been pyschiatrist and psycholigist and also surgeon for almost 20 years...." He said.
Hindi ko alam ang punto niya kung bakit kailangan niya pang sabihin yang mga bagay na 'yan..
"The first time I saw you, I already know that you need help, Walang kwenta ang pinanggalingan mong hospital!" He raised his voice na syang kinagulat ko.
"You don't have severe mentally disorder, you're just suffering for trauma that you had during car accident, but, those doctors who handle you is a worse. They make your condition worst. They remind you those problems that you kept, those pain, those struggles, those things that was hurt you too much, I dont know what their intentions for doing that, but, God was good because he brought you on my hand." He explained, ramdam ko ang pagdiin ng bawat salitang lumalabas ss bibig niya.
"Did you mean..." I cant speak directly, my vision got blurry.
"Yes, Plea, They tortured you! not thru physically but thru mentally. They are killing you for those thoughts that they know will kill you." He gulped.
"But...why?" I cracked my voice.
"Thats the thing that Im still figuring, but all I know there is someone behind this." Halos ibulong niya nalang ang mga salitang yun.
I felt they sincerity for helping me, but I can't get the point of Melissa kung bakit halos angkinin niya ako.
"H-how about.....your wife?" I cant help but I asked.
"Sorry for what she did, for making you as her property... Like you, she was traumatize and she's so desperate for having a daughter....Her daughter was died because of me.." Humina ang boses nya sa huling salita, I saw the guilt on his eyes.
"But anyways, I'm still finding for your relatives, I can't even know who's your parents..but your surname sounds familiar." He changed the topic. "That's your father surname?"He asked again.
I shooked my head for answer, "No, its my mom surname...the things that I remembered I don't have a father."I explained, hindi ko alam kung saan nanggaling yann, did my memories back?
"May naaalala kana?" I saw the amusement on his face,
I stopped for a minutes
"Who's your mom?" The last voice that I heard,
Hind ko masagot ang tanong na yun nang biglang magkagulo nanaman ang mga tao sa isip ko, ngunit sa pagkakataong ito ay sobrang linaw na nila.
"Caelus, Caelus," Tanging pangalang natatawag ko, nakita ko sa isipan ko ang lalaking nasa panag-inip ko nung nakaraan, He's Caelus, my boyfriend.
Naramdaman kong may kung anong tumusok sa braso ko at nagsimula ng dumilim ang paningin ko.
I opened my eyes and I saw that I'm still on the same room na lagi kong nakikita everytime na gumigising ako, Where's Aida? Kumain naba sya?
I worried for her, m-magaling naba ako? Wait what?.
Flashback..
"Congratulations, Plea! sobrang happy na ng birthday mo niyan." Solaine greeted when she know that I won for that competition.
"Ano kaba, Solaine, nung nakaraang linggo pa ako nanalo. Hindi kaba nagf sawang icongtulate ako ng icongratulate?" Reklamo ko,
"Ofcourse not, even there's no competition, eve you will loose, I will be forever proud of you." She said.
Ilang linggo na rin nang makalipas ang competition ay hindi ko na nakita si Caelus sa campus namin, ayos lang ba sya? magsisinungaling ako kapag sinabi kong wala na akong nararamdaman sakanya.
"Uy, Sheila." I'm too shy but I called her, inaamin kong nag-aalala ako para kay Caelus
Nakasalubong ko nung nakaraan ang kaibigan niyang kaklase niya and weeks na rin daw na hindi pumapasok si Caelus.
"What's your problem?" Pagmamaldita niya,
"None, Itatanong ko lang sana kung anong nagyari kay Caelus, hindi na raw siya pumapasok.."
"Wow, girl, are you asking that, eh, ikaw din naman ang may kasalanan kung bakit di na siya pumapasok!"Panunumbat nito.
Hindi ko alam ang pinaparating niya, wala akong naalalang may ginawa akong hindi maganda para sakanya.
"Ha? Are you blaming me? Ni wala nga akong idea kung bakit bigla nalang syang hindi pumasok... Im just....Im just...concern."
"You're so desperate sa lahat ng bagay, First, you're too desperate to taking him.. and now, tinanggalan mo siya ng oppurtunity na magsimula ulit, you're the reason, Plea. you're the reason why he really need to go abroad!!"Pag sigaw niya.
What, He will go to abroad? I felt the unexplain feelings, bakit kahit hindi ko alam ang tunay na dahilan ay naguguilty ako.
"The contest was the last chance para manatili siya rito, nabagsak niya ang mga major subs na meron sya, hindi na siya pumapasok because of you, sinaktan mo ng sobra ang mayaman st perpektong si Caelus, eh, isa kalang namang di hamak na hampas lupa.."Hindi ko na dinidibdib ang mga panglalait na ibinabato niya saakin, bigla akong nakaramdam ng pagkaawa sa lalaki.
"If nabagsak niya ang taong ito ay mapipilitan sila Madame na ipadala siya sa ibang bansa sa ayaw man o gusto niya, He asked for his Prof for the chance, sinabi ng prof niya na kapag nakuha niya ang title as a winner or champion sa competition na yun ay ipapasa niya si Caelus, he will give him a high grades, pero ninakaw mo pa sakanya yun!" Muli niyang sigaw.
"Im not saying this para sabihin kong mahal na mahal ka ni Caelus, but, that was the only chance that she have to stay here, to continuing admiring you even he know the you will never love him again, but you waste that, you think your own."
"Mahal ko siya," I said, my vision got blurry dahil sa sunod sunod na luha na umaagos sa mata ko,
"But you let him to do the things thst he never want!" She shouted.
"Kailan ang alis niya?" I stared at her matapos kong punasan ang luha ko
"For what? to hurt him again? Enough na, Plea,"
"I said, kelan ang alis niya?" I repeated my question.
"Tumigil kana sobrang desperada mo na!" She pushed me.
Dali dali akong tumayo at hinawakan ag collar ng damit niya "Sagutin mo ako!" I shouted,
Mas lalo ko pang hinigpitan ang hawak sa kwelyo niya dahil ayaw niyang sabihin, "On september 19, next week." madalian niyang sagot.
September 18 is my birthday, Wh
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Waiting for your Landing My Sky (Highschool Series #2)
RandomPlea Kite Serenio, the humss student who comes from a poor family and becomes aware of the chaotic world. and Caelus haven Alejandro is a stem student, from a rich family who wants to be a pilot. Start: Nov. 22, 2022 End: May, 20 2023
