THE UNREQUITED LOVE

18.

TAEHYUNG'S POV

After reaching back home, I rest assured everyone that Yn's fine now, Yuri and Eunwoo were still worried about her so I put them on the bed as Grandma already fed them dinner, after making sure both of them are sleeping comfortably, I head outside of their room, I glance at my room it was empty, suddenly I don't want to go in there. 

My head was a mess right now, Yn is not fine and we have limited time for Eunwoo too but Sumi, she surely doesn't want me to get closer to Yn, I'm so confused right now, I really have no idea what to do or not, I can't choose anyone between them but can't leave either, I sighed heavily and decided to talk with someone.

Dad is the only person who can help me, he was always there for me in the past, and he always guide me on the right pathway. Six years ago I by myself hurt him and left Korea to live a comfortable life Sunmi, I know he still hates me for taking that decision but I can try to talk to him for once.

I head towards Dad's room, I knocked on the door and entered inside, Dad was reading a book when he saw me he kept the book beside him and asked,

"What's wrong?"

I kneeled in front of him and while looking down I asked, 

"Can we talk?"

He nodded and look over me with full attention, I sighed and spoke,

"Dad, I'm sorry"

"You know to whom you should say those words"

I nodded, he always wanted me to apologize to Yn for everything. 

"Good you realize"

I look up at him and spoke,

"Dad I need your help"

He folded his arms and waited for me to continue, I gulped nervously and continued,

"Dad I love my kids way more than I expected"

"I know I was a fool back then to ignore everything"

"But...when I saw the kids for the first time I realized I made a huge mistake"

I closed my eyes after letting out the thing I never talked about with anyone, he sighed and asked,

"Do you really love kids?"

"Of course Dad"

"What about YN?"

I curiously looked over at him, he sighed and asked again,

"What do you feel about her?"

"I...d...don't know"

"Then found out yourself"

"But Sumi, she doesn't want me to get any closer to Yn "

"She'll be hurt"

He sighed heavily and spoke,

"See what I'm going to say is not because I adore Yn more than Sunmi, just try to understand the situation"

It's true, before Yn came into our life Dad fully supported my and Sunmi's relationship, he used to treat her like his own daughter but since Yn came back he felt sorry for Yn because she have to give up on her own life just for the sake of our family on the other hand, for Sunmi, he never hated her, he just like Yn a little more than Sunmi. I nodded and listened to him,

"Sumi left her family and in return she got you, to love, to rely on, to share her problems with"

"But YN she sacrificed her life for our family, your kids, and you but what she got in her return?"