THE UNREQUITED LOVE

48.

YN'S POV

My breathing became shallow as I watched her tapping Taehyung's shoulder, he turned around and got shocked looking at her. She didn't waste a second and hugged him tightly, Taehyung hands were on his sides as he took his time to realize what had just happened. Taehyung's mom walked to them and she pulled away from him, he greeted her mom in pure shock and she said something to him. 

Sunmi was here...

She wrapped her arms around his neck and was about to kiss him but he held her by the waist and pushed her a little away, she frowned and Taehyung looked around and then his eyes met mine... I blinked nervously while my body started to shiver, I almost couldn't breathe, I stumbled back upon my feet and someone held me from behind, I turn around and Yeonjun worriedly looked at me, I mumbled,

"I'm sorry"

Without wasting a breath I rushed upstairs back into my room, with my shaky hands I managed to open the closet's drawer, I rummaged through the stuff but eventually found the box of my pills. I stopped taking them almost a week ago but I need them right now, I poured the pills out of the box in my palm, four pills came out and I gulped them immediately without water. And the next thing I knew, I locked myself in the bathroom, I fell on the floor immediately resting my head back on the door.

She's back

I'm okay

He loves her

I'm okay

He'll leave you again

I'm okay

She'll take him away

I'm okay

He was never yours

I'm okay

He'll hurt you again

I'm okay

You'll feel that pain again

I'm okay

You need to explain everything to the kids

I'm okay

I'm okay

I'm okay

I continuously chanted holding my head in between my head trying my best to ignore those voices, and suddenly I started to feel numb finally the pills kicked in, I knew I had taken three extra pills but they were needed. I don't feel anything now, my mind gets too lazy to even think anything and my body stops shaking finally, I stood up fixed myself, and walked out of the room.

I counted from 10 to 1 backward to distract myself and walked towards the staircase but froze as I saw her, Sunmi, she was standing in front of me. She walked and stood in front of my hand crossed in front of her chest, I hate to admit but she was looking so beautiful to be real, whom you are kidding, she is a freaking model! 

I gulped nervously and smiled at her, she smiled back and spoke first,

"Hello, Ms.Kang"

I balled my fists beside me and spoke,

"Hi"

She observed me from head to toe and spoke,

"I hope you know me"

I nodded not trusting my voice anymore, she smiled oh so innocently and spoke,

"I'm here to Tae back"

I blinked my eyes taking time to process her words, but nodded eventually as my throat felt too dry out of nowhere. Her lips turned downwards as she spoke,