Janitors Closet [gxg]

☆Chapter Thirty Four

Lianne's POV

   I slowly reclined in the warm water, shivering as my skin slid against the bathtub rim. I let my eyes close as I blindly let my arms find their way to the bottle letting the pain suck me in. The walls felt like they were closing in on me and my lungs felt as though they were being squeezed. My eyes shot open, gasping for air and I filled my empty mouth with pills trying to end my misery. The trunk of memories I sealed shut made its way to the front of my mind and visuals of Leah hugging, kissing, loving another woman choked me. I lowered myself into the water, pills in my mouth, and held my breath waiting for death to strangle me, comfort me, and show me a new light. It never came. The soft feeling of her lips took over my senses and for a second I thought I heard her calling my name. For the second time I came up for air, hair tangled, pills floating to the other end of the tub. No one was calling me.