I HATE YOU◕◕

Placing The Pieces Together

The party was at it's peak, blasting music, drunk & dancing people, booze everything that you could imagine in a decent party was there, in short the office floor has taken a chaotic turn. Everyone was happy, their months of efforts are now flying high, although this will not take then there where they were before the collapse but it could be named as a big step in reaching there.

Forth's desperate eyes raked through the office room, it's been some time since he has last seen his husband, with his team mates. Keeping the thought to apologise to his other half for prior 'action' he passed people by people scanning everyone asking for his husband. And after looking for some fifteen minutes someone told him that they have seen him going in the direction of his(forth's) office.

Forth's hurried steps pushed him towards his office as his mind busy in digging different apologising words to redeem his wrong.

Once he reached the closed door, collecting every ounce of courage in him he peeked in & saw a silhouette of a boy similar to ming's height standing in front of window, looking at the moon but drowned somewhere deeper.

"Ming?" forth called, to confirm & was affirmated receiving an hum.

"Why are you here? Everyone was missing you down there" not everyone but you, forth's conscious ming decided to butt in, making him roll his eyes,

"I am not in the mood" a monotonous voice came from the other side. Forth's frown ease up when he heard other say "It's calm here".

Forth walked next to ming & stood near him,
"Is something going in your head, that I can help with" he suggested,

"It's nothing" ming took a pause of a decent minute before he looked at fourth "just some rouge thoughts".

The smile on his lips didn't reached his eyes that's what forth was sure about.

"Rouge thoughts can have some drastic unfathomable outcomes." Forth's words made ming smile a bit more,

"You think telling you can forbid, I don't trust that"

"I promise, I'll be honest with" forth winked, playing along.

"Hmm, fine" with a deep sigh ming again started, "then answer, what are feelings? How can they control you while you can't? isn't it unfair?"

"Quiet deep huh!" ming giggled at forth's snort,

"Well according to medical science it a self contained phenomenal experience. But if you ask me it's your pull of urges. When you starts to experience the pull of urges towards someone or something you will start to have feelings towards it. and no you can't control them, that's what makes us different from stones"

"Then what should we do, should we just turn blind & go after them?"

"Hmm that's debatable. Look when you feel the urge then it for sure will make you happy when you get them but sometimes repulsing those feelings are for the best"

"How would a person will know when to repulse when not?" ming countered

"Ask yourself.I personally believe that if you are going to regret it after doing then it was not worth it."