AFFILIATION AND BLISS [PART 1] [ASA MITAKA] [WLW]

goodnight, hearts. (authors note)

started: May 9th, 2023

ended: January 17th, 2024

fanart banner is by ann.fartsk on insta <3

edit on 1/23/24: GUYS IM WRITING A PART 2 I JUST POSTED THE FIRST CHAPTER read the rest of the A/N tho :3

guys i was fuckign sobbing writing that chapter oh my god i havent cried that hard in months i literally couldnt sleep for hours after

i probably cried harder than yall if you do at all

even now i dont really want to end it, i havent posted the chapter at the time of writing this a/n

but man sorry if the sudden power up seemed random lol there was a lot of foreshadowing showing that she was actually much stronger than it seemed (she is a primal devil after all)

UUUGHHH IM GONNA CRY AGAIN

i hope the ending didnt piss yall off

yknow i was gonna go through the fic and edit all the typos and change 1-10's chapter names and banner but honestly i think i should just leave it. sure, typos aren't professional but it shows that im human and that i can make silly mistakes sometimes, and i want to show mistakes are okay to make so i'll keep the typos in. 1-10's chapter names and the banner is what i had originally wrote and i dont wanna change anything about it just because i want it to fit in with everything else.

i dont know what im going to write after this. this was my first real story i'd ever written and actually committed to, let alone finished. i've poured my heart and soul into this and anything else i'd write would honestly be inferior. PLUS MY BABIES ARE DEAD I WILL NEVER RECOVER FROM THIS

this genuinely feels like a bad break up i was crying in the bathroom last night feeling so empty and it felt like i just got broken up with thats how bad this hurts omg

honestly i could write silly little oneshot scenarios with the goobers in a separate fic from this if i start to miss it too much, just so i could cope

when i was thinking of extending it, i guess i can tell y'all what it would've been since it's over now

i wanted quanxi to mention that no matter what they'd do, if she kept them alive they'd have to become devil hunters and that would extend into a part 2

denji would have to die and yoru would've left so it would only be asa and y/n that i'd write and i didn't wanna exclude yoru because she's just as important to the story as the other two imo so i decided to not extend it (i'd also have to completely get rid of y/n's fate stuff)

i was debating going along with that as an AU to this but that would disregard the impact of this ending so i don't really think i'm going to (unless convinced otherwise wink wink)

but, for now (probably not), it's over.

IT'S SOOOO OVER MY BABIES

sorry i'm never gonna get over this lmao

the amount of foreshadowing and little hints for everything is actually crazy like y/n's fate shit was mentioned in chapter 7 and nobody saw it because of how subtle it was LMAO it was where asa asked what the poem titled "countdown to D-Day" was and y/n described it and said she'd prefer asa not to read it

THAT WAS EXTREMELY IMPORTANT!!!!!!!!!!!

rip my poor babies

btw all the chapter names except for 1-10 are song lyrics ill list them all

11 - Poker Face by Lady Gaga

12 - IT'S A RIHANNA SONG I LOOKED FOR AN HOUR AND COULDN'T FIND IT

13 - Lovers Rock by TV Girl