𝐇𝐢𝐬 𝐕𝐢𝐞

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Vihaan POV:

When my grandpa said it was me who killed her father, I couldn't believe it. I was the one who caused her a lot of pain, the reason she is having panic attacks. If I didn't kill her father, then she could have led a better life. I wanted to die for doing this to her. I needed some time alone.

I knew she was telling me she believed in me because she loves me a lot, so she wasn't seeing the truth in front of her that I fucking killed her father. The day she really recognizes the truth, I can't bear to see the hate in her eyes for me. So, I better stay away from her now itself.

I stormed out of the home, but Rahul followed me. I drove to the place where Vishnu is. Rahul sat silently beside me because he knew that if he disturbed me now, he would see the beast in me. I went into the cell where Vishnu is.

When he saw me, he smirked, saying, "Oh, what a pleasant surp-" I punched him. He was caught off guard, touched his chin, and saw a little blood flowing. He said, "What the fu-" Again, I punched him. He looked into my eyes and asked, "What happened?"

I asked in a very cold tone, "Tell me what you wanted to say to Saanvi?" He asked, "Where is she then?" I punched him again, and this time he fell down with the force I used. He was really testing my patience. I was literally controlling the beast in me.

The complete underworld calls me devil because I truly am one. The day when I killed the ex-mafia king, that day I literally killed 200 people of his army with a single hand. By seeing this, the remaining were scared and ran away. That is why everyone calls me a devil, and I know Vishnu is not scared because he knows I promised Di, so I won't kill him.

Rahul pulled me out, saying, "Bhai, what are you doing?" I pushed him, saying, "What do you want me to do? I was the one who made her life hell, Rahul. So, at least now, I want to protect her from whatever is coming."

He said, "I know, bhai. I know you feel guilty. But how about we get to what really happened that day? So that you will have a better view about this."

"You pushed killer away because you feel guilty. Have you ever thought of how she might feel about all this? I hate seeing her tears, and I hate more that you are the reason for that. But I can't do anything. So, you at least do something about it, bhai."

What he said made sense. I needed to know the reason why I killed her father. So, I called Shri, asking, "Is bhabi at home?" She said in a very worried tone, "No, bhai." I softened my voice a bit, as I could sense she was shaking at my voice. I asked, "Then, is dad and dhada at home?" She said, "Yes, bhai." I hung up the call, driving back home again.

I barged into my dad's room where even my dhada was there. I took a chair and sat in front of them, Rahul stood behind me. I asked, "Tell me what exactly happened that day, Dad?" He said, "Can you please calm down for a bit?" I wanted to shout back, but I stayed silent because I wanted answers from them. Dhada started saying what happened that day.

*You already know what happened so I wont be repeating it again, for those who don't know please read the previous chapter*

After he finished, I didn't know what to say. I knew Anvi since I was a kid? and she loved following me around? But why did I have a gun in my hand? What exactly happened that day? How can I get back my memories?

Ahhh, my head is hurting like hell. Rahul took me to my room and sat there with me. He said, "Since you can't remember anything, the only one who can give you answers is Killer. And I am damn sure that by now, she will be trying to recall what happened. So please bhai, be patient."

I nodded to him, but all my thoughts were about her. What is she doing now? Is she mad at me for pushing her away? Is she crying now? I wanted to see her so badly. I heard Rahul saying, "Let's go see her."