true love never exists right?? or If it does than only give pain.
"It's amazing how someone can break your heart, and you can still love them with all the little pieces."
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The dim light falls on his face my eyes, i unblinkingly look at him, his face was glowing like a moon in the dark, his eyes looking at someone still hiding behind at the wall, his face was so close to mine, are bodies brushing with each other, His lips- I get out from my thoughts when he snap infront of my eyes. I look down feeling his graze on my face.
"What are you doing here?" He asked, i nervously told
"I-I umm want to get some fresh air as i can't sleep, but I get lost so...."
He let out a sigh and shook his head. Till at that time I was anxious. What he is thinking about me must be that I'm a ghost roaming around in the palace. I bit my lips trying not to show him anything, but i guess he understands. I look up in his eyes and get lost in them he starts coming closer his eyes travel down from my eyes to my lips then again he looks in my eyes. I close my eyes and whisper.
"Ashwatthama" i realise I said his name i quickly opened my eyes and corrected myself.
"I mean Panchalraj" he back away a bit and said
"You can call me Ashwatthama." He said making my eyes wide, no king allows anyone who is not close to them their name but he is allowing me.
"But how can i-" he cut me off
"Do what I say" he said and I nod
He back off and about to go but i stop him.
"Don't listen to anyone observe my bhratas by yourself don't make false opinion on others talk." I said looking at his back he slowly turn back and nod.
"I'm lost will you help me to go back to my room" i quietly asked at which he chuckled then nod.
"Let's go" he said I walk with him in comfortable silence. We reached in front of my room. I look at him, he was already looking at me making me kind of nervous as our eyes again meet.
"Subhratri" I said, on which he just nod, without any other thought I get inside my room.
"Ufffff such a tiring day" I lay on my bed and close my eyes few minutes later sleep took over me.
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I open my eyes while yawning I sit on my bed After few seconds i stand up and went in the washroom for fresh up and bath. After coming out i chat lord Shiva's Name for few minutes then get up, i heard a knock I let the person come.
"Rajkumari, Maharaj sent this for you and said that wear this in Raj Abishek." I nod my head as she went from there.
I look at what he sent, it's a beautiful dress with jewellery. A bright smile formed on my lips, I went to get dressed as the Raj abishek will start soon.
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After getting ready i went to the Raj sabha. As I entered everything was beautifully decorated I looked around and saw Bhrata Arjun and Subhadra jiji was talking so i went to them.
"Suhani you are looking soo beautiful like an Angel" said Subhadra Jiji i pass her a shy smile.
"Hmm but who send you this dress? Mata?" Ask Bhrata, i shook my head.
"Then?" He asked again. Heat form on my cheeks
"Ashwatthama?" Said Bhrata making my eyes wide.
"How do you know?" I asked
"By your heating face." Said jiji i look down shyly.
"What are you guys talking?" Said Bhrata Bhima came toward us with Bhrata Sahadev, Bhrata Nakul and Jyestha.
"Bhrata Bhima see na bhrata Arjun and Subhadra jiji are teasing me" I said hugging him.
"Don't tease my priye" he said placing his hand on my head. I show my tongue to Bhrata Arjun.
"Then ask you priye why Ashwatthama specially give her a dress and jewellery." He said smirking at me.
"WHAT!" I heard from my behind i broke the hug and look at the person who just yell. My luck, it was Bhrata Duryodhana with Bhrata Karna, Bhrata Dushasan and Ashwatthama whom i really don't want to look at right now because of Shame.
"Mitra Ashwatthama you going on a right path." He whispered this to Ashwatthama but I heard this, i look at Ashwatthama who was looking me from up to down making my cheeks red.
"Putra! It's time for Raj Abishek come here." Guru Dronacharya called making us look at him. Ashwatthama nodded and looked at me for the last time and went to his father and Rishi. The ritual started he was wearing a dhoti without Angavastra making his tone body visible a pink shade form on my cheek, he was staring at me with a light smirk.
" I guess we really should prepare for your marriage choti behen." Said Dushala jiji.
"Vo sukh humari kismat Mai kaha aap shaadi nhi karogi tab Tak humari shaadi kon karwaega." I said teasing her
"Hmm udha lo jitna mazak udhana hai udha lo jab meri shaadi hogi tab meri keemat pata chalegi." She said I side hug her.
"Oh my dear jiji i love you." I said again looking at Ashwatthama who was now wearing the mukut on his head by Maharaj Draupad who was now only king of half Panchal gives by Guru Dronacharya. I feel bad for him but what he did with Guru Dronacharya was also not Justified. After every ritual Ashwatthama sat on the Singhasan.
He look around stoping his eyes on me but I look away don't wanting again anyone take this in a wrong way.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ After the end of the function Tatshree said we have to leave today for Hastinapur. I don't know why but a sudden feeling of sadness happens in my heart.
"Let's go now." Pitamaha said I walk with them till we reach at outside the Palanquin and chariot are ready to leave.
"Suhani, sit with Subhadra And Dushala come." Said Bhrata Sahadev at which I nodded my head.
I look back at Ashwatthama for the last time and sit in the Palanquin.
As far we are moving more my heart getting heavy.
{ "Distance is not for the fearful, it's for the bold." }
