Shawn Mendes Imagines

Love Myself

"you're stupid and ugly and a worthless piece of shit y/n!" the meanest girl in the school shouted to me as i crammed myself down into a ball.

all her friends walked away as she spit at my feet. tears flowing down my cheeks as i felt all the heat rise up in me. normally i wouldn't let anyone treat me like this, but she's been ruining me for the past two weeks and it was getting out of hand. I wiped away the left over tears sniffling. the pain. the pain i couldn't stand. she thinks that i slept with her boyfriend Cameron but i would never even look at him. i scoffed to myself running into the janitors closet. im skipping school for the next couple days, i cant take it. i stood straight up, sighed, and grabbed my books. no y/n she does not deserve your tears, dont let her take advantage of you. no bitch like her is gonna push me around my whole life. i wiped my nose, stomped out of the janitor's closet and stuck my chin in the air. i turned my head to look at her glaring at me and ran into a tall figure.

"shawn" i gasped dropping my books.

"y/n! are you okay? i heard what Mack did to you! im so sorry i wasnt there to defend you" he said helping me pick up my books.

"It's okay Shawn, trust me I've learned to love myself because I don't need her or anybody to run my life" i said.

he smiled and wrapped his arm around me nodding.

"that's my best friend" he smirked.

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shawn and i sat under this big willow tree in his backyard. we always went here to think together. 

"shawn do you really think nobody loves me?" i asked randomly pulling the grass under me. "I mean, I've learned to love myself for who I am, but like, a boy who cared for me would be nice"

he looked at me worried and sighed.

"y/n, i know theres a boy out there who loves you no matter what" he replied grabbing my hand.

I smiled and chuckled.

"can that stupid boy come out of hiding though?" i teased.

he ran around the tree and i looked at him weird.

"Shawn what are you doing?" I shook my head.

He walked around the corner with a bouquet of flowers and the biggest idiotic smile on his face. he blushed and held out his arms.

"i'm that stupid boy who loves you" 

----- Please read!!!!

awe goals. so jealous of my own writing because i wanna be put in these situations with shawn especially whoops. okay! i have some exciting news! okay so my bestfriend mayra who im going on the trip to toronto with next summer made a youtube channel. if you could check it  out that would make her and i really happy! if you suscribe and like her videos ill make you an imagine! okay and another thing! im making this spectacular imagine for my 100th anniversary with this book. i cant believe i wrote this many, its amazing. thank you all for your support i could never repay you so im forever grateful! okay goodbye my beautiful song birds and i love u! <3 :)

-queen cam mendes *crown emoji*