Shawn Mendes Imagines

Afraid

I woke up gasping and holding my chest. I looked around the place to find Shawn laying next to me. I held his arm and felt the relief overcome me. The rain falling hard onto the ground. A light appeared on the ceiling I looked over and saw that Shawn got a text message. I couldn't help myself but look. It was text from a fan.

thank you for the wonderful night😘

My heart dropped. Tears fled my eyes. Shawn cheating on me?! I can't believe it. I got up and began to pack my things.

"Y/n?" I heard Shawn's groggy voice.

I just ignored him and continued to do what I had to do. Leave.

"Y/n what are you doing?" He asked grabbing my wrist.

"leaving" I mumbled.

"Why?"

"because you're cheating on me Shawn!" I shouted.

He stood back and shook his head confused.

"No I'm not!" He replied angry.

"Stop lying!" I yelled shoving him out of my way.

I ran down the hallways with my bags in my hand. I looked around for my keys but I couldn't find them anywhere.

"Y/n come back please"

"No I saw that text message Shawn" I scoffed.

He sighed pinching the bridge of his nose.

"what are you so afraid of?!" He shouted making me jump back.

He's never yelled at me like that before. All the tears escaped my eyes.

"I'm afraid of losing you to another person!" I yelled.

He stood back and looked at me confused.

"When I wake up, I'm afraid that someone might take my place" I sobbed.

"No one- will ever take your place y/n" he said slowly approaching me.

I shook my head.

"Y/n, it's your depression overcoming you isn't it?" He said holding my hand.

I ran outside with my bags as the rain hit the top of my head. I turned around and saw shirtless Shawn standing in the cold rain looking at me with the most hurtful look I've ever seen on anyone in the world.

"You don't understand I'm afraid of living alone with you not dying without!" I screamed ripping from my grip.

Tears left his eyes. Does he understand?

"Y/n I'm sorry" he said walking up to me.

He wrapped his arms around me as I dropped my bags. Even if it was cold outside, his warmth still made me feel better.

"I will always love you"

"I hope you're right Shawn"

He smiled and kissed my forehead.

"I promise"