You get too close (Dean)

Chapter 63

A/N: Yeah I know three updates in one day. Please don't punch me in the face! I'm sure this chapter isn't gonna be what you guys probably expected.

// Sadie //

My breath catches in my throat as I watch Dean rub her cheeks with his thumbs. I try to keep my tears in my eyes but to no avail.

"I love you too, Dean." She breathes.

"I don't mean it like...I love you." He mumbles, Backing away from her. "I mean it as in I once loved you and I still do. I love you enough to let you go. I need you to stay out of my life, The best that you can. I need you to stay away from me and I need you to stay out of my love life. Forever. Because I know this is confusing, So I need you to listen carefully. I love you but not like I love Sadie. I love Sadie enough that I wanna keep her, Even though it's selfish and we're clearly not meant for each other. Sadie gives me a feeling that I'd never be able to feel with you. I could just burst from all the love that I have for her. I want and need her. And only her." He says.

"But you just- I'm confused. I thought-"

"Get it through your head Renee. I love Sadie. I want Sadie. I need Sadie. Sadie, Sadie, Sadie. I could live off that word for the rest of my life. And there's not room in my life for you if I have everything I need in Sadie. So I want you to leave me alone and realize that I don't want you. I only want her." He speaks softly and slowly.

A small smile comes to my lips as I watch the scene in front of me in awe.

He turns away from her and walks towards me. "Sadie,I love you to death. And I know that we have the oddest ways of showing our love to one another, But I promise that I will stay with you and I will fight for you and we will want to kill each other but we won't, Hopefully." He chuckles. "I just want to be with you. I love you."

"Dean." I breathe. "I love you too. So much." I say, Hugging him tightly. "So much." I whisper in his ear. I pull away from him and peck his cheek softly before pulling him towards the door. Without another word we walk out.

"This has been a long day. And night." He sighs, Chuckling slightly. I nod. "Yeah. How about we go get some sleep and then tomorrow...We'll think about tomorrow when it comes."

"Sounds good." He smiles.

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"What's going on?" I ask once again, Stomping my foot. Seth and Roman chuckle at me before making me sit down on the hotel couch. "Just calm down lil lady." Roman smiles.

"I haven't seen Dean all day long. He wasn't there when I woke up and now you two bone heads are keeping something from me. What's he doing?" I ask. "Nothing bad." Seth shrugs. "Just sit here and watch TV while me and Roman go into the other room to have a little chit chat."

"Yes sir." I hiss. He smiles and pats my head before speed walking towards the kitchen. I roll my eyes, Huff and cross my arms over my chest. Something is definitely going on and I wanna know what it is. Secrets and surprises aren't my cup of tea. I really wanna know what's up around here.

I sigh, Feeling my cell phone buzzing. I look at it and notice that it's Naomi calling me.

"Hello?"

"HI!" She yells happily. "I haven't seen you in a while girlie. I was wondering if you wanted to come shopping with me, Nattie, Paige and Jimmy." She says. "Well I'll see if I can. Roman and Seth haven't let me out of their eyesight all morning. As if I'm a child." I roll my eyes. "Why is Jimmy going?" I ask curiously.