Bisexual? Is she kidding me? Why didn’t she ever say something about it? I can’t close my mouth as she keeps staring me with a defiant look in her eyes, daring me to say something. I feel like I’ve been put on a test right now and I don’t know the real answer.
It doesn’t bother me that she is bisexual, why would that bother me? It makes no sense. But it annoys me that she never mentioned it before and that I only got to know because she ran into Rachel. If she hadn’t, then I would’ve never known Kay is not straight.
But why does it annoy me? Kay doesn’t owe me explanations or anything, I don’t really care about knowing those things about her, but I can’t deny it, it bugs me a lot that I don’t know anything about Kay while I feel like she knows so much about me. She reads me like an open book but I can’t see past the things she specifically tells me. Is that because I don’t really want to see more?
“Man! And would you be up for a threesome?” Andy asks before I can answer, my eyes glaring daggers at him for asking such a thing. He seems fascinated.
Rachel laughs and Kay shrugs, but she is wearing her cheeky smile again. “It depends with whom,” Rachel answers and Andy’s eyes widen in shock, his mouth almost hitting the floor like in cartoons.
“I think I’m in love. Kay, would you marry me?” he asks and I feel my blood boiling. What’s wrong with him? Just because Kay is bisexual he likes her so much now? Why is Andy such a weirdo? I know that many guys find two girls making out sexy, but he is exaggerating. It’s not like Kay and Rachel are snogging right now.
“Oh, I’m sorry, Andy, but I only have eyes for Louis, here. Although he hasn’t said anything yet,” the blonde replies, her eyes on me again, expectant.
“Why didn’t you tell me before?” I ask and I hate that I can’t hide the recrimination in my voice.
“Does it matter? I don’t see you going around introducing yourself as Louis the Straight, so I don’t see why I should tell everyone that I’m bisexual. It doesn’t concern them, it only concerns the person I’m with and me. Whether I like boys or girls or eithr, it doesn’t change the person I am, so I don’t think it’s important that the rest know. Being bisexual doesn’t define me and if you think that sexuality changes the person, then I’m disappointed,” Kay speaks, her expression all seriousness and I feel ashamed.
“Please, give me a chance!” Andy insists, stepping forwards and taking Kay’s hands. “You’re the most amazing girl I’ve met.” Although he says that, he doesn’t sound sincere. He sounds like a guy just exaggerating and I’m sure Kay notices the difference. Yet he still makes me mad. “Just dance with me. Please?” he begs and Kay looks at me, but I don’t say anything, I don’t move.
She sighs and looks disappointed, so when she looks back at Andy, she nods and I clench my fists. Yeah, women, always going with that someone else because what they wanted first doesn’t satisfy them anymore.
So Kay leaves with Andy to the dance floor, leaving Liam and Rachel with me. We look at each other awkwardly for a second before Rachel sighs. “Kay is such a sweet girl, you shouldn’t judge her. She doesn’t hide herself, but she doesn’t go around offering her true self to anyone. If you are interested, she’ll share. If you never asked, of course she wouldn’t tell you. If you want her to tell you, you have just to ask.” Then she smiles at Liam and he smiles politely at her. “It was a pleasure to meet you, now I have to go back with my girlfriend. Bye!”
And then she is gone, walking as graciously as Kay does. So it’s only Liam and I now and when I turn to him to see his reaction, he smacks me on the back of my head. “You idiot,” is all what he says before walking past me and leaving me alone.
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Bitter & Sassy (Louis Tomlinson)
Fanfiction{book 4} - ❝ All women are the same. One day they say they love you, that they are gonna be with you forever; the next they meet someone else, someone who can be with them when they need it, someone who shares their world. And then they tell you “bu...
