Bitter & Sassy (Louis Tomlinson)

Chapter 28 ~ Davide & Challenge

    “Louis William Tomlinson!” I hear her voice before she storms into the dressing room and I turn around, giving my back on her. Why is she back so soon? Did Dave already leave? Couldn’t he stay any longer with her?

Harry already came but I refused to talk to him and I won’t talk to her either.

“Whatever you have to say, I don’t care,” I say calmly, scrolling down twitter but it’s not helping, it’s making me madder at everything. Why do I follow people? Seriously, why are humans so annoying? It’s not only girls, it’s everyone!

Instead of saying something, she takes the back of my chair and makes it turn so now we’re face-to-face, and very close. Her eyes are sparkling but very differently from any time before, now I see anger in her brown orbs and for a moment I remember that time when we argued in the bus… the first time I kissed her back. She looked at me with the same anger and frustration.

“What’s your fucking problem? You didn’t have to be that rude to Dave!” she spats and the fact that she is standing up for him makes me so angry I actually feel my blood boiling in my veins. I’m so mad that I don’t even notice when the lads also walk into the dressing room.

“Why? Because he’s your boyfriend so I have to be nice to him?” I retort glaring daggers at her and she actually pushes my chair, but as I’m on it, it doesn’t move that much.

“You are so stupid sometimes! I swear, I don’t even understand why I like you in the first place,” Kay mumbles running her hands through her hair, clearly frustrated with all this.

“Evidently, you don’t like me that much because you found someone new very quickly,” I accuse and when she looks at me, I actually feel thousands of daggers through my body, and they kind of hurt.

“What are you talking about? We were just talking!” I roll my eyes. Sure, just talking. That looked a lot like flirting to me. “And why do you care, uh?” she steps forwards again, closing the distance between us. “You always say how you don’t like me and how much you don’t care about whatever I do, so why do you seem so upset that I’m hanging out with another guy. Uh? Tell me,” demands Kay and I take a sharp breath. “If you don’t care, then you shouldn’t mind whether I date someone else or not.”

That’s true, I shouldn’t care. I shouldn’t even be this mad about it! But I am, I’m so angry that she found this new guy and that she is yelling at me because I was rude to him. I hate that she smiled at him and that they may date. I despise the thought of Kay going after someone else. What if she just kisses him like she kisses me? Thinking of that makes me want to scream.

“I don’t care,” I lie but my voice is so strangled that no one would believe me.

“Horseshit! And you know it. And you know what’s your problem? You’re jealous and you can’t even accept that. One day you only push me away and then next you make a scene. Well, get a grip you idiot because I have limits!”

My eyed widen at her words. What? Is she threating me?

“Just go with him! I don’t care!” I shout back. What does she think she is? Does she actually believe I care if she stops nagging me? That’s all I want! For her to finally leave me alone.

“Fine! I’m glad I accepted to go out with him today, then. There you have it, your dream came true, you arsehole!” she shouts and I feel how my blood now freezes. From that burning rage to a paralysing surprise.

So he actually asked her out…

I breathe in slowly, trying to calm down and she is glaring daggers at me, breathing heavily as well, her cheeks flushed with anger, but she is also challenging me to say something. But I can’t say anything! I can only picture her with that guy, having fun, laughing and enjoying each other’s company. I can only imagine her ignoring me, never again coming to my side, taking my hand or stealing a kiss. Never again pushing down my buttons, never again trying to make me fall. And at the image of that, I feel a hole in my chest and it aches.