No one knows my sadness. No one knows my pain or my hurt. It is an overwhelming feeling of loneliness. I felt like I didn't deserve Will. I felt like Will never wanted to be with me. None of his friends like me. I felt ashamed of myself. I tried to make a relationship work that wouldn't. I really loved Will. This past week, I have been questioning my intentions of my relationship with Will. It seems like it hit a wall that I can't break down. My mind got the best of me. I thought what if Will never loved me and wanted his friends to do this for him. It is really complex. I also thought that no one liked me. My past relationships with other people weren't good stories. I just felt alone. I have never dumped anyone except for the one time my ex cheated on me. I broke down this week. It wasn't good at all. My heart was shattering, and I didn't know what the heck started it. Will was being ripped from me, but is he okay with it? Does he want this to happen? I can't make myself talk to him after my thoughts got to me. I know it will help, but I am afraid of the rejection or disposal I might face. I have forced myself to tweet out every hour. Even that is really hard to put up with.
"Wow. I have nobody. I hate life," I tweeted. To my surprise Will responded.
"You have me," Will tweeted. I smiled at it. But some ugly feeling deep inside my soul restrained me from replying. Something I couldn't fight. I feel dead and unwanted right now. I want people to love my love for another person. I want some one to love me.
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Separated {A Kiani Fanfiction}
FanfictionWill and Bayani have been friends for a while, but want to take it further. When they do, problems flair up. Bayani's friends don't like Will, and Will's friends hate Bayani. Will and Bayani want to stay together, but will their friends influence th...
