Not giving up. (Pewdicry)

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Short and cheesy but I realized I've been neglecting pewdiecry so here's an old one I wrote.

I was in Sweden in early December. I had come to stay with him all month for the holidays, but we got in a fight. I honestly don't remember what it was about, but it had upset me enough to leave and find a hotel room. I remember him begging me to stay. I didn't listen. Why it upset me so much? I haven't a clue. Anyway I got this really cheep motel room and was just lying on the bed thinking, when I get a text.
(Bold is Cry, italicized is Pewds)

December 2, 9:18 pm

What room are you in?

I'm not telling you.

Fine.

Why does it matter?

You'll see.

What do you want?

I said you'll see.

Fine, whatever.

One thing though,

what?

Open your window ;)

~ end of texts~

Confused, I walked out onto the balcony of the small room to see him standing there. A guitar in his hands.

"When I look into your eyes,
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise.
Well, there's so much they hold." He sang.

"And just like them old stars,
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are.
How old is your soul?" People started to come out and look at the two of us.

"Well, I won't give up on us.
Even if the skies get rough.
I'm giving you all my love.
I'm still looking up." I felt like Juliet, watching from my balcony as Romeo confessed his love for me.

"And when you're needing your space,
To do some navigating,
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find." I saw a few people recording him and then turning the cameras to me. I wonder if they recognize us?

"'Cause even the stars they burn,
Some even fall to the earth.
We've got a lot to learn.
God knows we're worth it.
No, I won't give up." he strums roughly as he sings with everything he has. It wasn't like he had the voice of an angel or that the song was played without a flaw. But it was mine. It was for me and only me, and that's what mattered.

"I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make.

Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got, yeah, we got a lot at stake.

And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn.

We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in.

I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not, and who I am." His eyes were closed as he got deeper into the song.

"I won't give up on us.
Even if the skies get rough.
I'm giving you all my love.
I'm still looking up, I'm still looking up.

Well, I won't give up on us."

"No I'm not giving up." The crowed joins in.

"God knows I'm tough enough."

"I am tough, I am loved."

"We've got a lot to learn."

"we're alive, we are loved."

"God knows we're worth it."

"and we're worth it."

"I won't give up on us.
Even if the skies get rough.
I'm giving you all my love.
I'm still looking up." He opened his eyes and played the last note. I was crying as I looked down at him. God, why does he have to be so perfect?

"Ryan?"

"Y-yes Felix?"

"I'm not giving up."

A/N
(The song link is broken so the song is called I won't give up by Jason Mraz) 
You're going to see quite a few old things I wrote because I am out of motivation. If you have any suggestions PLEASE don't hesitate to ask. I seriously need some!

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