Ties And Exceptions(Updating Slowly)

T.A.E..!! Part 51

Shy's POV

Omg.!! I miss my Bestfriendd and its not even funny. I barely leave the house now since he went MIA.

'Shy calm down, Wiz will come back eventually.'

'Noooo, I want him back today.' I whined

'Now, why you doing all of this extra shit. If I ever go missing you better be doing the shit you doing nah.!' Brey said.

I laughed and smacked lips..

'Nigga that's the whole point, you'll never go missing.'

'Yeah okay, we'll see.'

I gave him a death stare.

'Girl, I'm playing.'

'Mhm, what am I supposed to do without my best friend.?' I whined some more.

'Nigga, I'm everything. Yo boyfriend, best friend, brother, sister, every damn thing.' He said kissing all over my face.

'Eww Brey stop.! That's disgusting, I don't know where yo mouth been.' I said trying to push him away..

'Alright bet, be like that then.'

'I sorry. Forgivess.?' I said pouting and reaching towards him.

'Nah, nigga.' He said moving away from me

'Bet it up, Ima get a new nigga.!' I said in a ghetto voice.

'Don't do that no more.'

I laughed

'But I'm bout to leave, I got something to handled. Alright.?' He said kissing my forehead

'Where you going at 11:45 at night ?' I said with my face twisted

'Right nah, its not the time to be tripping. I'll be back when I'll be back.' He said putting on his shoes.

'Nah don't even come back. Stay where ever the fuck you going nigga. Probably going to fuck yo lil groupies.'

'Shy shut the fuck its not even like that, you foreva bitching and complaining.'

'I bitch and complain, because of you.'

'Yeah okay, you don't even have a reason to.'

'And why I don't.'

'I'm not even doing shit for to be complaining.'

'Once a nigga say they ain't doing shit, a bitch pop up. I'm done, I'll be gone when you come back .' I said packing my stuff.

'These the games we playing right now Shy.? Where yo ass gone go.? You don't have a house nor family., all you got is me'

'WooooW.! We stooping that low Brey. That's real fucked up.' I said staring at him with tears begging to fall.

'You tripping for nothing when Ima be back like always.'

'BREY.! THAT'S NOT THE FUCKING POINT. LIKE YOU SAID I HAVE NO ONE ELSE BUT YOU, IF YOUR GONE THEN WHO IN THE ACTUAL FUCK CAN I RUN TOO.?' I yelled in pure anger.

He stood there quite.

'EXACTLY NO FUCKING BODY, JUST LEAVE LIKE EVERYBODY ELSE. FUCK YOU.!!' I said continuing yelling and began throwing a lamp from the dresser in our room, across the room aiming for his head but failed.

'THIS IS THE SHIT I HAVE TO GO THROUGH EVERY SINGLE DAY. WHAT DO I HAVE TO LOSE OTHER THAN FAMILY.?' I questioning myself and finally breaking down.

When I got done having my tantrum, realize Brey was apologizing in my ear and holding me.

'Move.' I said getting myself together.

He did as was told and began leaving like before.

I am done, completely. There's nothing left in me to feel anymore.

When I heard the door close, I walked in the bathroom and looked in the mirror. Nothing has ever been worth living for in my life. I've always been hurt or abandon, I'm full of shit and damage from the past. I grabbed a razor from the cabinet but it wasn't sharp enough for me to feel anything. I looked the drawers to a find a brand new pack of razors that hasn't been open. As I opened them and took one out, I took off my shirt, and began cutting my stomach, arms and thighs. Might as well add to the ugliness of me anyways.

As I bleed , I dabbed my fingers in my blood and wrote on the mirror...

' IN LOVING MEMORY OF DAESHYNIA CORRÈ PIKTONS.' in cursive and surely but slowly fell in out of conciseness before fully passing out..