Ties And Exceptions(Updating Slowly)

T.A.E...Part 2

Daeshynia's Pov

I woke up to a throbbing head...I instantly got up and started running around the house screaming for Kanity..I didnt hear anythinq in return. I realized that my whore of a mom , and her bitch ass boyfriend , just as well as my daughter. I walked my way around the house until I found the kitchen..I looked in the fridge, the shit was empty as always..but right now is not the to eat, drink. sleep, nothing. I walked into the living room and sat on the couch and stared at the blank black screen of the TV.

I felt something cold and liquid on my arm..I touched my face and it was a wet all over. I curled up in the corner of the couch and rested my head on tore up cushing on the couch. I had visions of play back inside of my mind of what happen n the thought of my two grandmothers n father aint helping none...I cried and cried till I had enough...I ran upstairs and destroyed everything in sight..screamed in frustration...

I walked into my old room and I found it the. way I left it..I went to my closet and saw that my guitar was still in there...I grabbed the case and sat it on the bed. I sat down and opened it, I looked in the small pouch and found a folded piece of paper, along with a pencil...

I unfolded the paper and it was my lyrics from when I was 16...

" I remembered all the names you called me..Rememeber crying on the bathroom floor, praying praying that you would hear me..but you didnt care anymore, just a little girl shaking ..cuz you let me believe, that I wasnt worth saving and nobody would want me... But Im gonna prove you wrong, all you did was make me strong..I didnt have a voice for so long and I thought I'd never get it back..I burried my truth in smoke and if you couldnt hear me then...You'll hear me now..." (not really my lyrics..all credit goes to Autumn Blair "Hear Me Now")

I freely let my tears fall...I've lost everything. I want everything to go back to the way it was..I looked threw my closet, got some black sweats, and a pink tank top..I grabbed my small blue jacket and brushed my hair into a crooked bun...I walked out the house...and went somewhere unknown...

5 mins have gone by and I still dont know where Im going..I came to stop and looked over to my right and saw a small park, it was empty. I walked along the sidwalk inside the park and made my to the swings...It was a quiet place to think through your thoughts. And thats exactly what I did....

As I was lookn down at dry, crumbled, dirt...A shadow over blocked my light...I looked up and saw a sexy ass niqqa, I would say he about 6'2-6'3, he had on a white beater, showing off his ripped, tight, muscles. Also had on a black beanie, with black levi's and tim's....

"Wassup , ma ?"

"Nothing, just chilln..you ?"

"Same here, I was walking until I saw you."

"Oh thats whats up..but umm whats yo name shawty.."

"Shawty ? "

"What..? I cant call you that.."

I smiled lightly and he smiled back..

"Naw, thats for gay ass bitches.."

"Oh, so you calling me gay ?"

"(straight face) No, niqqa Im just sayin dont call me that.."

"First off, Im not a niqqa...Second, dont straight face me...and Third ok, but you still aint tell me yo name shawty.."

"(he chuckles) fr.? n my name is Chris...whats yo name niqqa.."

"Daeshynia.."

"Well, Daeshynia..why you out here by self.."

"Jus got out of jail..found out my dad had cancer. two of my grandmothers died..then me and moms got into a fight..her sorry ass of a boyfriend raped my 8 year old daughter..I got knocked out trying to save her, then woke up all three were gone.."

"Damn, you been through alot ma..what you go to jail fo.?"

"Murdering my ex bhecuz he abruised me and I got tired of it.." I said simply

"Oh shit, shawty got balls."

"Ig, you can say that.."

"How old is ya ma ?

"21, you ?

"24, aye come chill wit me and my boys."

"I'ont kno bout that."

"Come on , I promise we aint gone do shit to ya...?"

"What yall tryna do ?"

"Like I said, chill..we might smoke a coulpa blunts n drink sum shit..but if you dont roll wit that shit, den its cool..we'll just chill..."

"Oh shit trust me Im down wit it but try not shit or you n yo homeboys dicks getting cut off n sleeping wit me..understand.."

"(raise hands in surrender) Got chu ma, lets go.."

"Alr.."

We got up and left...

Welp, lets see how everything goes...

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