three ringed circus

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PART ONE:

The sirens drown out
the kids' terrified wails
and Aoi's desperate sobs
and Suki's cries of regret.

The sirens drown outthe kids' terrified wailsand Aoi's desperate sobsand Suki's cries of regret

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But I stand still

and watch as Orsai's
broken body
is lifted into the back
of an ambulance.

We all pile hurriedly
into Father's car and
the only noises now
are Aoi's weeping and praying
mixing in with the grunting engine.

The kids have gone silent.

Shock.
I think that's what they
called it in my books.

I wonder if I'm in shock.

My hands s-s-shake  violently
and my skin feels clammy,

myheartisracing

and the sight of Orsai being hit
replays itself

again and

again and

again and

I want to SCREAM

but the sound stays trapped in my head.



PART TWO:

The hospital reeks of antiseptic
and it's cool, sterile interior does little to
calm the shaking in my hands
and the way my teeth

cl-l-lat-tter.

Aoi is a bubbling mess,

she screams at the receptionist
and Father tries to calm her down.

They leave us

in the hospital's
huge waiting room

and suddenly,
I'm surrounded by wails
of terror, of sorrow, of shock
and I want to curl

away,

far

from

every

one's

eyes.

Taking a deep breath,I turn to the blubbering trio-

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Taking a deep breath,
I turn to the blubbering trio-

Suki stands deathly still
by her chair,
eyes vacant-

and push them towards
the play area in the corner.

"Please don't be sad,
Orsai will be just fine."

I'm a liar.
I'm fibbing through my teeth,

reciting things I read from books.

"You'll see!
She'll wake up and
she might need a few bandages,
but she'll be up in a jiffy and until then,
you have to be brave for her alright?"

Lies tumble,
settling on naive ears
and soothing innocent hearts.

Soothing my heart.




A.N. This is your last chance to ask any questions or give your ideas on what you would like for our 10K milestone! You have 24 hours, after which I will update and place any Q+As / anything else under the next chapter. Also, since StM is ending after 2-3 chapters, I don't think I will be setting any more milestones for it. 

BUT! I will still be doing milestone celebrations when I start writing Soleil And Moonlight (at the 5K, 10K and 15K marks) so you'll have plenty of opportunities then to ask questions / request back stories of your favorite characters or anything else :)

So far, I will be: 
                          - Answering any missed / new questions
                          - Making character profiles for the main characters
                          - Writing an exclusive extra chapter from Suki's point of view

 Hahaha~ I'm pretty stoked that I reached 10K so I'm going above and beyond for this particular occasion  σ(≧ε≦o)

Don't hesitate to leave any questions or feedback~

- Maoiel

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