I Don't Care (Lee Soohyuk FF)

Chapter 48: Wavering heart

Silence crept upon the both of us.

I was too shocked that I don't know what to believe already.

Soohyuk sighed as he held my hand. I flinched a bit because of his touch, before looking at him with my furrowed brows.

"I know I should say sorry, but I won't be doing that." He spoke to me seriously as he shook his head.

I leaned my face an inch, tilting my head. "What? So you're saying that I deserved this?!"

"I meant, I'm not sorry that the baby is made." He said sternly, neutralizing both of our tones.

I huffed a sigh, pulling my hand away from his hold. I averted my eyes from him, I just don't want to see him. "Like I even wanted it." I muttered.

Soohyuk looked down, "It's my mom." He says.

Hearing this, I turned my head to look at him with a confused look.

"What do you mean it's your mom if you're the one who slipped in yours instead of that liquid thingy that should make me healthy?!" I crossed my arms, my expression very much unsatisfied.

Soohyuk rolled up his eyes to look at me, "Mom told me that there will just be 30% chance that the procedure will be successful. I was surprised that you're one of that 30%."

"Oh please." I sarcastically said, rolling my eyes from him. "Don't blame your mother, you're the one who agreed to it."

"And that was the reason why I agreed to it." He barged in, cutting me of. "Other than marrying you, my mom wanted us to have a baby. But I couldn't find myself to do it with you."

"The feeling is mutual, there is nothing to talk about anymore." I stopped him, didn't want to listen.

Soohyuk sighs in annoyance, "You were the one who desperately wanted to marry me. You said that you can handle all the feelings, the consequences and the pain. Yet you're here, complaining to me that I was the one at fault." He was angry, I knew it. "So don't you dare tell me that I blame my mother for the baby, when in fact, I should be the one blaming you for all of this!" His voice started to raise.

I looked at him with all of my anger. Huffing hot breath from my nose. "I was desperate because of my father!" I retorted.

"I told you I could've helped you and even made another plan other than marrying each other but you! You're the one who forced me to marry you!" He pointed his finger at me.

I leaned forward into his face, "And you didn't want to divorce when I wanted it sooner." I whispered through my gritted teeth.

"Oh wow. What am I now? You're servant? The person who wants to do whatever you want whenever you want it? Fine! You said you wanted to marry me, I did! You wanted to stay at my house, I let you! And now, you wanted a divorce early? HECK NO!" He shouted at me even though we were just a meter apart.

My chest started to harden, he was right. And I hate it when he's right.

"So what do you want? Abort the baby!?" I asked through my gritted teeth.