It's always been you!

Sam stop

It's true Sarah. He wants nothing to do with you. So, just stay away from him. She says as she walks out of my bed room with a smirk.... as she left my room I found myself in a small ball in the corner, unable to move. All I can think about is Paul. Does want me to die? I whisper to myself as tears roll down my cheeks like a waterfall. after about half and hour there was another knock on my door

Sarah? Someone called from behind my closed bedroom door.

Sarah? It's Jared, Jake and Sam can we come in? Jared asks but I couldn't answer. My whole body felt numb

Beta? Sam asks. Still I couldn't answer

Sarah! We're coming in. Jake says as the open the door. As soon as they walk into my room the see me in the corner holding the recorder in my hands...

Sarah, what happened. Sam asks as he crouches down to my eye level.

Paul... I say quietly

Sarah, I know Paul rejected the imprinting but your going to put yourself in the hospital again if you continue thinking about it. Sam says

Sarah, what's in your hands? Jared asks as I show him the recorder.

This is Rachel's. Why do you have her recorder? Jake asks but I couldn't answer. I'm in so much pain to even move.

Sarah what's on the record? Jake asks. As He takes the recorder out of my hands and press play, all three of the boys sit in silence listening to Paul's voice. My life would be so much easier if she was dead. My life would be so much easier if she was dead. My life would be so much easier if she was dead. He plays three times.

Who gave this to you? Sam asks

Rachel... I say unable to move.

Jake go get your sisters and your dad. Jared go get Paul. This is stupid. My sister is broken and dying inside because she imprinted on her best friend and he's acting like a dick about it. Sam commands as the two boys go to get the people they were sent to get.

Sammy, stop. Don't bother Paul. You guys can go talk to Rachel if you want but, leave Paul out of it. Please. He's already wants nothing to do with me and won't even talk acknowledge my presence. Please! Don't get him involved. I beg

Fine. Just go get your sisters and you dad Jake. I'm going to call Leah. She need to know what's going on. Jared, please stay with her and help her down stairs if she want to go.

Of course Sam. Jared says as Sam walks out of my room

Hey Jar? I ask

Yea. Jared replies as he runs his fingers through my hair.

Can you pass me my song book? I ask

Of course. Jared says as he gets up, grabs my song book and hands it to me.

What are you going to do? Jared asks

Writing. I say simply as I take a seat at my keyboard and turned it to the piano setting...