It's always been you!

If happy is her...I'm happy for you

Writing. I say simply as I take a seat at my keyboard and turned it to the piano setting... As I hit the keys I start to think of Paul again.

Stone cold, stone cold
You see me standing, but I'm dying on the floor. I sing while playing the piano

Stone cold, stone cold
Maybe if I don't cry, I won't feel anymore

Stone cold, baby
God knows I tried to feel
Happy for you
Know that I am, even if I
Can't understand, I'll take the pain
Give me the truth, me and my heart
We'll make it through
If happy is her, I'm happy for you

Stone cold, stone cold
You're dancing with her, while I'm staring at my phone
Stone cold, stone cold
I was your amber, but now she's your shade of gold

Stone cold, baby
God knows I tried to feel
Happy for you
Know that I am, even if I
Can't understand, I'll take the pain
Give me the truth, me and my heart
We'll make it through
If happy is her, I'm happy for you

Don't wanna be stone cold, stone
I wish I could mean this but here's my goodbye
Oh, I'm happy for you
Know that I am, even if I
Can't understand
If happy is her, if happy is her
I'm happy for you. I sing while I cry harder.

You really love him don't you? Jared asks

Of course I do. I love him more than anything.

Do you want to go down stairs? He asks

Sure. I say

Do you want me to carry you? Jared asks

Yes please. I say as Jared picks me up bride style and takes me down stairs.

That's a beautiful song Sarah. Emily says as Jared puts me down on the couch.

Thanks.

Sam told me what happened. I'm so sorry. Emily says

It's not your fault. I says as

By the way, you have some powerful vocal skills.

Thanks.  That is the second song I wrote since I got back.

What are the called? Emily asks

The one I just wrote is called Stone cold and the other one I wrote with Leah is called Lightweight. I explain

Well the songs are beautiful. Emily says as Leah walks through the door

Sarah? Leah calls as she runs into the house

Yea. I say as Leah walks up to me.

I'm so sorry. Sam told me what she did. Leah says pulling me into a hug

Wait she? Emily asks

Yes she as in Rachel. Did Sam not tell you? Jared asks as I wright down the lyrics to lightweight and stone cold.

No what did she do? Emily asks

She gave Sarah a recording of Paul saying that his life would be so much easier if she was dead. Jared explains.

Ok! Sam did not tell me that ! Leah screams

Angle you know it's not true. You are the best thing that ever happened to Paul. Your the whole reason he's so well behaved. Your the whole reason he smiles. You bring out the best in that boy wether he sees it or not. Leah says.

Thanks Leah.

Your welcome but, if he continue I call dibs on shaving his hair in his sleep. Leah says

If Leah get to shave his hair. Then I get to die his eyebrows pink! Jared yells.

You guys are so mean. I say

Well, it'd better than what Sam says wants to do. Jared says

To be honest, I love Sammy but he had his moments where he scares me and I don't technically want to know what he's going to do to Rachel. I say as I hear a howl from the front of the house....