It's always been you!

In case

Ok beautiful,Let's ride. Jake say as he  starts his motorcycle and drives to my house... Once we arrive at my house I hop off the motorcycle.

Thanks for the ride Jake.

No problem beautiful.

You want to come in for a bit? I ask

It's ok. I don't want my dad to worry. Jake says with a small smile as he moves a strand of hair out of my face.

Ok. I say ask I walk up to my house.

See you tomorrow. Jake say as he hops back in his bike and ride back to the beach

Yeah. See you tomorrow. I say as I walk inside and head to my room and change. Once I enter my room I change into a pair of grey sweatpants and a black tank top. Once I finish I walk up to my closet and pull out a box marked "special gifts from Paul". As I open it. I found some slideshows he made me and put on CD, a picture frame with a photo of us when we were kids, a small stuffed wolf that he bought me for my 6th birthday and at the very bottom of the box was Paul's letterman Jacket.

I forgot he got gave this to me. I say to myself as I put it on.

Maybe I should throw it away or maybe I should keep it... just in case but, in case of what? He changes his mind. I say with a scuff. He will never change his mind. He will all ways choose her. I say as I sit in my bedroom floor.

Maybe I should burn it all so I have nothing to remind me of what I lose but, one day I'll let it all go but for right now I'll keep it just in case.

In case. I say as I grab my song book and go to my piano and start playing keys.

Pictures in my pocket
Are faded from the washer
I can barely just make out your face
Food you saved for later
In my refrigerator
It's been too long since later never came. I sing as the memories of how Paul has been acting came .

I know
One day eventually
Yeah, I know
One day I'll have to let it all go
But I keep it just in case
Yeah, I keep it just in case

In case
You don't find what you're looking for
In case
You're missing what you had before
In case
You change your mind, I'll be waiting here
In case
You just want to come home

Strong enough to leave you
But weak enough to need you
Cared enough to let you walk away
I took that dirty jacket
From the trash right where you left it
'Cause I couldn't stand to see it go to waste

I know
One day eventually
Yeah, I know
One day I'll have to let it all go
But I keep it just in case
Yeah, I keep it just in case

In case
You don't find what you're looking for
In case
You're missing what you had before
In case
You change your mind, I'll be waiting here
In case
You just want to come home
In case

You're looking in that mirror one day
And miss my arms
How they wrapped around your waist.
I say that you can love me again
Even if it isn't the case. I sing as a memories of Paul and I come flooding into my mind. Every hug, every laugh, every tear, every late night we had where we would talk all night and he would just hold me in his arms and I would never want him to let go.

Ohh
You don't find what you're looking for
Ohh
You're missing my love
You don't find what you're looking for
In case
You're missing what you had before
In case
You change your mind, I'll be waiting here
In case
You just want to come home
In case
Yeah, ooh. I sing with tears roll down my cheek. After I finish writing down the word to in Case in my song book and went downstairs and put a slideshow Paul made me in the tv. As it began to play I lay down on the couch with Paul's letter man on. As the slide show plays I feel my eyes slowly shut

I love Paul so much but, if letting him go to be happy then that what I have to do then it's what needs to be done. For the well being of my imprint. I say as my eyes close....