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I wake up and it's already the next day. We are parked outside of some hotel. Everyone is sleeping in the car because I guess they didn't want to go in the hotel.

Pretty stupid cause this hotel looks nice and this car is very uncomfortable

I figure while I'm up I should think about all the pros and cons of giving up on Jonah.

After an hour I have my list

On the plus side of giving up on liking him is
He hasn't talked to me since he found out
He's been distant
He probably doesn't like me anymore
He might not even like me
Note Boy

On the negative side
He's really nice
I really like him
He's actually very attractive
He may like me
Note boy might be a joke

Even after making the list I still don't know what I should do. I mean this note kid is always in the equation.

What if note boy was all in my imagination and it never happened.

As I'm thinking of that I get a text. I don't look at it right away and I'm still thinking of my imagination

I come to the conclusion that it was probably just a dream and check my phone

N/B: hey you awake
Me: yeah why
N/B: nothing just wanted to talk
Me: about what
N/B: you and me
Me: there's no you and me
N/B: well
Me: I don't know who you are therefore there is no you and me
N/B: you do know me
Me: I know who you could be I want to know who you are
N/B: why does it matter
Me: it matters because I can't like someone if I don't know who they are
N/B: well I know you
Me: I know that but I need to know you so why can't you just tell me who you are. Are you even who you wrote on the note
N/B: yes I am in fact either jack or Daniel
Me: well why can't you tell me which one
N/B: you don't understand
Me: no I really don't so please explain
N/B: people
Me: people?
N/B: yes people like other members
Me: like
N/B: Jonah
Me: what about Jonah
N/B: he really likes you
Me: and the problem is????
N/B: the problem is if he finds out he'll be super mad and probably upset
Me: why can't too people like the same person
N/B: you clearly aren't a boy
Me: no I really am not
N/B: I mean he liked you first well admitted it and if he really likes you as he says he does than I would feel way to bad if he knew I liked you. Also, he would be upset because he already thinks that you don't like him and I don't want to be the one that he gets mad at for knowing you don't like him
Me: I see but what's the worst thing he could do
N/B: good point but still
Me: okay well if you feel too bad then why did you say "you and me" if there clearly isn't one and you don't want one to happen
N/B: again good point but I just wanted to make sure you like me
Me: and did you get that answer
N/B: nope
Me: so when you feel like you are "ready" and Jonah is "ready" however that can be tell me cause you never know I may like you. But I just need to know who you even are
N/B: okay well good Night
Me: you realize it's 8 in the morning
N/B: really wow
Me: do you know what time everyone usually wakes up
N/B: 11
Me: I swear it's a guy thing anyways okay well go to sleep I guess
N/B: you too
Me: trust me I've slept enough

What does he mean "if he really likes you the way he says he does"? How does he say that I like him

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